fix you

I woke up feeling refreshing at the same time confused. Toby asked me to be his girlfriend last night and I told him to give me time to think about it which he accepted , the impossible happen too, when I got back from my walk with Toby, I saw Patrick at my door post, he surprised me by saying" hi" to me,i was totally tongue tie, too shock to reply but just went straight to my room and off to sleep.

  I rush down stairs to say goodbye to my family, they will be leaving for my uncles place today and I will be going to live in Mr Smith place till my mom and brothers return.  

  "you finally decided to grace us with your presence "  James said while walking towards the taxi waiting outside, Mrs Smith and sofia where also present outside talking to my mom, I went to give Jim a bear hug and then peck James on the chick while he attempts to enter the cab, my mom engulf me in a heart felt hug "I am going to miss you guys" I said to her.

  One's my family left, I went to my room to get my stuff and then locked the house door, before going to the smith's house.

"you will be sharing room with anna, since she is always not around" Mrs Smith said while giving a side look to Sofia who was looking grumpy. "but Patrick is always around in case you need anything just ask him" she said before heading to the front door and off to work. I couldn't believe I was two doors away from Patrick, oh what am I thinking, I will be going out with Toby and he will be picking me up by 8pm for a party. I think this weekend will be amazing but where is Patrick? , I have not seen him since I arrived.

  At about 3pm I heard some noise down stairs, I went to check who it was.. Probably Anna I guess but was struck by what was in front of me, it was Patrick making out with magdalena in the sitting room, there was tears in my eyes, I couldn't believe it, I ran straight to Anna room, took my phone then called taj to come and pick me, she was there in a flash, I went to meet her outside and noticed Patrick and magdalena was no longer in the sitting room, guess they took it to his room, the thought of it hurts alot

  'what is wrong'  taj asked when we got to her house,

"I tried my best but never succeed, and am tired but can't sleep, why do my love go to waste taj" I said while tears stream down my face, she hugged me and whisper comforting words and I drift of to sleep in her hug.

I woke up at about 6pm, can't believe I slept for that long, I took my phone to inform the smith's that I am at taj place and would be spending the night there, then I text Toby to come pick me in taj place for the party.

  At about 8pm Toby arrived looking dashing as ever with a black t- shirt and jean, taj helped me with my makeup then I wore a black crop top and a blue rugged belly Jean and a black knee high boot with a blue jeans jacket. 

We arrived at the party 30mins later and there were lots of our class mate there, the party was hosted by a friend of Toby from one of the neighboring school, his house was huge and the music was so laud I have to scream for Toby to hear me. We got Inside and we were ushered by the host of the party to a different room, there I was introduced to the host, whose name was Derrick, he was cool and friendly, I also saw Patrick and magdalena including their friends , the big names in my school were in this room, it was like a VIP section.

Patrick was staring at me, while magdalena was glaring fire at me. Teenage dreams by kety Perry came on and I drag Toby to the dance floor to dance, I didn't know what came over me, guess it was the drinks but I was so confident I started rocking Toby and tweaking when anaconda came on.

I could feel eyes on me but wave it off, I was busy dancing when I felt a hand on my hips hold me to a stand still and then Toby claim my lips, I was shocked and then I smile at him and excuse myself. I went outside to receive fresh air, my mind was clouded and suddenly someone yank my hands drawing me inside the guilden, I turned to see a furious Patrick, before I could say anything he claimed my lips, in a sensational kiss, I couldn't pull aways as I feel my knee weak and my hands sneak up to his shoulder and draw him more closer if it is possible,my heart was racing so fast when he pull away to catch his breath.

'what were you doing in there with Toby" he said looking at me with those alluring eyes, "nothing"  I said feeling surprise, he looked like a jealous lover. "remember nobody is allowed to kiss you like that but me, you are mine keffe" he said then dash off to the dark. I couldn't help but wallow in the way he pronounced my name, and couldn't help but wonder if what just happened is real.

I went inside and asked Toby to come drop me off, we said goodbye and I went inside taj room, she was already asleep when I got back, I went to lay close to her after cleaning up and couldn't help but think about what happened today, I got kissed by two hot guys in one night, it felt heart warming, I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings, can't wait for it to be morning already so that I can go to the Smith house to see Patrick but what about Toby, I feel drawn and attracted to him too, he is so sweet and that kiss was electrifying, and Patrick is With mag, they were even making out this afternoon and he took her to the party, then kissed me.i feel so confused,What am I going to do? I need to talk to Patrick and Toby, I need to know what Patrick really feel about me at least.