What am I going to do? What will Alex say? "You need to tell Alex." Em tells me breaking the silence and the inner battle in my head. My head snaps up to look at her so fast I fear of getting whiplash. "I-I can't, I mean, what would he say? what would he do? I-" I begin rambling nervously as I picture every bad scenario in my head. "Sam, listen to me okay? He needs to know even if it's a false positive, he needs to know." Em says to me gripping my shoulders forcing me to face her as I break down even more.