Four walls are all I have ever known even though I'm free it always feels like I am trapped and afraid. I am always wondering if someone is lurking behind that tree or that house or driving in that car so that they can kidnap me and rip me from these four walls and put me into a new one that holds a worse fate then the last.

Lavender was just four years old when she was kidnapped and sold, but she's free now and she can do whatever she wants but she can't really because she still feels confined in four walls no matter where she goes.

Finally Free

I wake up the next morning feeling dread and sadness inside me as I remember what happened last night. 


I looked at him as we stood outside the courthouse and told him, "We have known each other for a short time. Yes, this marriage is still something I want but we need to wait a little while longer to register the marriage." "Is this cause of Kyle?" Radley asks me with concern. I nod, "It is one of the reasons but my dad will approve any marriage even if it is a random stranger as he wants me to take over the throne, but Kyle is a risk to your safety and mine. Imagine if we end up having a child. Until this is sorted out, I cannot register our marriage and we need to keep it secret." He nodded sadly and kissed me, then we went home to tell my family as well as his brother what we decided to do. Everyone agreed as they could not do much else. 


I sigh deeply as I come out of that nightmare. 


Fishing for Answers