Chapter 5

"Comfort"

Dex and Ellie brought me back home. They even try to comfort me but still, I can't get over to what happened. Ask them to be alone, but Dex disagrees with me. So I don't react to his decision. Maybe they will let me alone if my mom is here to check on me, but the problem is she isn't here yet.

Dex asks me if I'm okay now. "Hey, Kcee? How do you feel? Are you alright now?" He's like a brother to me, and I feel comfortable every time he's with me.

"Yes, I'm okay, so don't worry." I look for Ellie if where she is because I didn't see her around here. I ask Dex if where she is. "Hey, Dex, where is Ellie? She was here, right?" I am still embarrassed about what happened, especially to Ellie, because it is our first time going out then this happened because of me.

"Uhmm... She said that she has something to do with why she is not here, maybe because she was embarrassed about what happened. And I heard that she was talking with someone before she leaves, so maybe it might be something important."

"Should I text him?" I suddenly ask Dex. Then look at me like I said something that hurts him.

"Wh- What? Him?!" He looks so annoyed that I ask if I should text Biong and say sorry about what I did to him. I can let myself be like this because I know I've made a mistake too.

"Do you think it is your fault? No, he must be the one to ask your forgiveness, and it's not you, okay." He explains like a brother. "Yes, we can say. You made a mistake but what he did is like assault. He didn't even ask your content to touch you, and he grabs your hand like you were a friend."

I suddenly made a joke because he is too serious and I don't want him to be like my mom. "You know what, you're like my mom. That's what I really hate about her. So please, I'm okay now, you don't need to be here, okay?" I push his back thru the door. Then he was about to leave, but he turned his back again to make sure I was really okay.

"Are you really sure? I can stay here whatever you want. You know, I can cook, and I can order whatever you want." He looks like a baby asking to me.

"Holy shit!" I whisper. I remember his ATM is still with me. He's gonna kill me if he finds out that his wallet is missing. The only person he will ask for that is me.

"What? Did you say something?"

"Ahhhhh... Uhmm..." I was so nervous, and I don't know what to say. "No!.. I said, uhmmm... I think I need to rest now, so bye?" I feel like sooner or later, he might be predicted that I'm hiding something from him. So I push him again to go home. I also closed the door so that he will leave now.

Thank God, I was right to push him out because he was closing the gate and ready to leave when I looked at the window. So now, the only problem I need to figure out is how I can bring back his wallet to him without realizing that his wallet is missing. "Lord, please help me. He will kill me if he finds out his wallet is missing." I was like crazy asking Lord to help me. I walk thru my room and throw my body against my bed. I think this will be my last time to live now. I hope Dex will forgive me.

I was supposed to close my eye when suddenly I receive a text message. This must be him. Shit, I hope this is not him, or else I can't ever get out of my room.