"Guyz, hurry up my baby is waiting." Rania said as she hurried to walk.
"Oh my gosh!! Didn't you just see each other yesterday? Gosh!" I said with mixed disgust
"You're just being bitter ghorl, because you don't have a baby." Ruby said calmly
"Don't bother, she's already bitter." Laughing Grace said.
We are now walking to Lopez University. To go to their BABIES, Tsk.
"Well I'm not bitter I also have but there is no process yet." I said artfully.
"Hahaha, are you kidding? He's not even courting you." Laughing Shaira says, is she joking? He is already courting me.
"Excuse me!!!" I exclaimed.
"Why? That was true." Afsah, she was still alive. I thought she was drowned in there while texting.
"Wow!! Your still there i thought you had thrown to Mars because you have not contributed here on earth!!!" I said in a sarcastic tone.
We are about to get to School because they were so excited, oh my! They're just going to flirt.
"Oh! Here we are, tell them Afsah that we're here outside, it's a shame for the rich people inside. What more can they say." Rania said sarcastically.
I just kept quiet, maybe I will be
discussed again by them again.
While waiting we sat on the bench we saw first, while Afsah call his boyfriend so that its fast, tsk. As if.
If i know she just want that so that she could flirt. Oh my! What did they
eat and they become abnormal?
"They said they were coming." Afsah says while trembling in exitement, haayyyysss..........i already knew it.
We just waited a little and we could see them...Why are there only five of them?
"Hey girls!" Miggy greeted loudly. The passing students then looked on.
What sis are you jealous? They know us but they don't know you bwahahaha.......
"Hey!!" Replyed by Ruby the girlfriend.
I look around to see if I can see him. While they are there! There are having there own world.
"Are you looking for someone?" I was surprised when Lesh spoke next to me, i was shocked!
"Hey!! You scared me!!" I shouted, still shocked.
"Hahaha!!" Why! The lunatic is still happy. I glared at him, he raised both hands as a sign of surrendery. "Sorry okay? He's in the parking lot, he said he'll get his car." Scratching his head in response, I raised an eyebrow at him. "Do you have something to do?" The gossip is really net anytime.
I shrugged my shoulders in response and turned my back on him to go inside, to go to the parking lot.
When I arrived I was surprised to see him with a woman, he's back is on me so he did not notice me. I saw a pole nearby and hid, not where I wanted to eavesdrop but I couldn't stop it.
"You need to come with me Aaron, you know how much your mother hated to wait right?" This woman is English speaking, pain in the bangs.
"I can't" Aaron said passionately. What is going on? "I don't want to leave her." And who is "her"??!! If I only knew he was a womanizer, I wouldn't have been take his courtship.
"What??!!!" What can I do, it looks like the vein in her neck will break. "And who the hell is she?!" He angrily told Aaron that until now he was just standing in front of that girl. They have a problem?
"Don't insult her infront of me?!" OMG they were shouting, do I have to let them fight?
"I'm sorry" sincerely apologizing of the woman, who is Aaron talking to? "But we need to leave or else your mom will do anything to take you down right?" She said with a concern in her voice. While they were talking, I planned to leave to my hiding place because I heard too much.
"Okay we will leave and....." hanging Aaron said, that was able to return to my hiding place. Sorry curiosity is killing me hehehe. "Will going to marry in the states......." I was surprised by what Aaron said to the woman he was talking to, i don't know if its true or i have problem with hearing.
I was very shocked but I was still able to leave where I was before, I don't know what to do as long as I know the person I love so much......will marry someone else.
Im crying hard that i didn't notice my friends calling me, i get a motorcycle to get out of that place.
"Where are you going lady?" The man asked me. I can't answer and just cried there like a crazy woman. "Oh! I'm sorry did I do anything?" The driver said hysterically.
I wiped my tears even though I knew in myself that I could not stop them from dripping.
"I'm sorry I just have a problem." Sincerly I said to the driver. I'm embarrassed that I look like a fool, I still feel something.
Suddenly I saw a place where I could cry.
"Sir just here!" I shouted sharply that he had passed it.
The driver stopped immediately, and I paid and thanked him.
Just looking at the place feels like i'm going to cry a lot, so many memories. i can't help but to cry.
This always been our place, this place has a lot memories to me, this place where my first kiss is, this place where i said i love him, this place where he says he love me too. I guess its just a memory now, the love where going to be loved or he even loved me.
My heart ache because of the thought and made me cry a lot more, i don't know what to do anymore i just cried there like my tears don't stop.
I just thought of something? Am i not enough for him? I knew it he's handsome, rich, and smart. He has everything. Do i have something? None. He has all the right to choose who he will marry, I have nothing to do with it, who i am anyway?
My mind is full of insecurities, i think he just uses me like his flings before, like the other woman that cried for him. So this is feels like to have a heart break? I thought before that they just overreacting but now i was the one experiencing it.
While in the place the rain pour out, but it didn't stop me there. I just stood there and let the rain pour on my clothes and body. I close my eyes and let myself cry.
Then the rain stop and open my eyes i just thought rain stop but no, someone put an umbrella on top of me. Then i look up, it was the man i atleast don't wanna see but he's here staring at me like nothing didn't happen.
"What are you doing?" He asked, i almost blurt a laugh when he asked me that question.
I smiled at him "Nothing....i just want to shower in rain, I think i was just a little before when i feel the rain, i just miss it." I said almost cry in front of him, i don't want him to see me weak.
"Tsk." He said not convience of what i've said. "Let's go your wet." he muttered and walk towards his car. The rain pour out again.
But he notice i didn't follow him. He raised her brow, confuse with me. He came back to me.
"What are you doing you might get sick!" He was mad, but i didn't move a single step nor talk. He let a loud breath and get my arms and walk towards his car. But then i didn't move. "Hey? Is there any problem?" He asked, didn't let go of my arms.
"Yes." He raise a brow again and looking to me, questioning me with his eyes. "I don't really love you Aaron." I said to him, and he look at me and laugh....laugh hard.
"Hahaha your kidding right? That was a good joke though," he was really laughing that he didn't hear me. "Come on let's go i think you are sick, really sick." He bluttered while laughing.
"Its not a joke Aaron." i seriously said to him. And his laugh turn into a frustration.
"Hey? What happen tell me please dont be like this, please." now he was crying infront of me, but didn't change my mind.
"Just go and leave me here i don't want you anymore." every words hurts but i have to do this for him, for us, for his future.
"Please, i don't want this........tell me what happen......please." he said while sobbing.
"Let me go Aaron i have to do things, i have to go home." i said and that is like a trigger to him, he just cry. I want to hug him i want to but this my decision i don't want to ruin my plans.
"I....don't know what to say--" i stop him in talking, by pulling out my hands on him.
His eyes were very sad and still confuse. I sighed heavily. "Please Aaron stop it, i don't want you anymore its just simple!!" i said with all my strenght.
He smiled weakly to me "Okay i will let you go for now baby but i'll wait baby....i'll wait" after he said it, i just walk past him and cry to myself. And said to myself that this is the best decision for us, i wish he will find his true love and that's not me.
But if the destiny let us meet again and let us be together again, i'll accept it with all my heart. Open arms, and i'll wait for that.
I'll be waiting......