Chapter 29

"Oh! Okay."

I answered.

I felt hungry because i've waited him.

But now, i was thinking that i shouldn't waited him.

I forgot he doesn't care for me at all.

Not anymore.

I remembered how he used to say before like, i was just for him exclusively.

Now, it's all gone.

"Then i'm going to eat if that so."

I said with disappointment in my voice.

I don't mind if he noticed it.

He lifted his head and checked the time and frowned.

He walked directly to the fridge.

And directed walked to the table,to start my dinner.

He poured a cold water inside the glass and landed it on the counter.

I saw he took his phone and did something on it.

Why do i felt something hurt in my chest right now.

Seeing him paying too much attention on the phone to message the love of his love.

For sure, it's Shane Sandoval.

The Reige i used to know before was gone.

The man who was beside me, And lived with me before, was gone.

And now, committed to someone.

I was not in the mode to eat after, but i still forced myself to eat even a little.

I turned at him again, but he's still busy texting.

"Where did you eat?"

I asked to break the silence as i continued eating my food.

"Why are you asking, then? It's non of your business."

He turned to me.

I looked down my head and focused the food.

I sighed.

Shit. More patience..

"Is it wrong to ask you any question? Do you forbid me to ask you then?"

I sarcastically asked.

And continued eating my dinner.

He didn't answer me.

But his attention was remained on his phone in his hands.

I was thinking, what if he will suddenly bring his woman here?

What should i do?

I will Surely leave the place.

I took the glass of water and drank it.

I'm a bit full now.

"Anyway, have you finished what i asked you to do earlier?"

He suddenly asked.

I frowned.

Didn't know immediately what he meant.

"What do you mean, the files?"

I asked, but then i realized what it was.

He raised me a brow.

I shook my head. "Don't worry. I'll finish it tomorrow."

He sighed heavily,now that he found another mistake from me.

"I told you to do that. You could've done it!"

Here he goes again in his rant.

"If you gave it earlier, then i could've done it earlier too."

I explained.

I saw he stepped towards me.

"Same old Cassie Ambrocio?" he said when he's near closer.

I closed my eyes and greeted my teeth.

He started a fight again.

Damn it.

Please Reige, i'm trying the very best of me to avoid any fight against you, but... Damn.

I'm really trying to be nice with you.

Stop provoking me.

Don't push the button!

Damn it.

"You don't really follow instruction right? Same old Cassie Ambrocio?"

He sarcastically said.

His gaze became darker as he walked towards behind my back.

"I'm following instruction Reige. You know that. I just need to get home earlier. And i know you're just doing this because you're still angry with me for what i did years ago,right?"

I bravely said, and stood up to face him.

And my betrayed heart almost jumped because of nervous.

He placed his head aside and watched me intently.

I tried to find another words to add.

" You just want me to pay for what i did, right? You just want me to-"

Before i could finish the words that i was about to say, he grabbed my waist and pressed it in his body.

I suddenly felt a familiar sensation when both of our skin touched.

My eyes widened when i noticed the bulge in between of his tighs.

A prisoner to the thing cloth in between us.

I felt my throat suddenly went dry.

Shit.

A part of me was nervous, And another part was happy.

This means, that even if he's angry with me, he's still affected about my presence.

Damn it, i still have affect on him.

"Shh.. Baby."

He smirked.

I tried to step back, but his hands remained behind me.

Can't even let go from his grip.

"Reige."

My voice became gentle.

Damn.

He has still affection towards me too.

After how many years.

After that night.

Now, Thinking about being thankful that i won't finally suffet from all of his wrath since this day onward.

His hands on my back crawled going to my nape.

And pulled it, to kiss my lips.

He owned it like it was his very own ever since.

I don't mind.

I didn't kissed by any man after him.

Only him can touch me like this, and kissed me like heaven.

I was his, since we met, and since that night where he took out my innocence.

And he should know that by kissing me.

He kissed me hungrily and full of passion.

His kisses sent shivered down to my spine.

I kissed him back.

This time, owning him too.

I smirked when i heard him moaned because of my kiss.

I tasted the mixed of wine, mint, smoke in his mouth.

The chair almost broke whe he pushed it aside just for us to get through.

My back crashed at the wall of the kitchen.

I had nowhere to stepped back.

Damn.

He jailed me using his hand beside me and the other one remained in my nape.

Didn't let it go just to uncut our kisses.

He stopped kissing me to take a deep breath.

And kissed me back again.

His kiss went down to my neck.

Seemed like he mocked and teased me from the way he kissed me.

Like he wants to frustrate me.

I moaned.

Shit.

Same feelings like how we did our first night.

He pulled down the strap of my spaggetti top amd shamelessly squeezed my breast.

Damn it.

I moaned even more when i felt the heat of his palm in my peak.

His hand was busy on squeezing my breast while his lips giving an electrifying sensation in my neck.

He sucked it.

Shit.

I'm sure it will leave s mark it there.

Damn it.

"Do you still remember our first night? Hmm.? The night like how you pleaded for my thing? The first night that i took yout innocence? Have you still remember that, Cath?" he seductively asked when he stopped kissing my neck but remained it there.

While his hands still busy giving crazy sensation in my breast.

Damn it.

I can't focused myself on listening to whatever he said.

All i care was his warmth hand which continued giving pleasure to my peak.

Oh. Shit.

Damn it.

He pulled down the strap of my spaggetti top and held my breast fully.

Shit.

And started kissing me again.

My knees were shaking from what he did.

I felt like i'm going to melt, and i just wanted to lied down so i won't suffer from all these.

He harshly pulled out my brassery and sucked my breast.

Oh.. Shit...

Damn.

He licked and sucked it like a hungry baby.

Again and again.

Shit.

How it felt good about him giving crazy sensation towards mine.

His wet kisses made the fire inside of me spread like a wildfire.

His kisses awake of million sensation from me.

I held his hair and messed it out as he continued.

I almost burried his head against my peak and pleaded to give more.

His hands that leaned earlier beside was crawled down to my shorts and immediately found my center.

I moaned so loud.

This is how it goes.

This is what i felt when he took out my virginity.

The same pleasure he gave me.

And now, i felt like it's more than that kind of feelings years ago.

My face heated.

I know i was wet down there, and i know that Reige knew it.

He smirked and stopped the kiss.

I felt sleepy while looking at him, but much of disappointment when he stopped kissing me.

He stood up and stared at me when he caressed my center.

He inserted his finger and push it up and down.

Shit.

My thighs were shaking because of pleasure.

And damn.. He watched me.

I closed my eyes intently.

I felt embarrassed as he continued giving pleasure down my center.

He remained his gaze on me without any blinked while doing it.

"Reige."

I exhaustedly called him because of pleasure.

I was close and i want to beg on bended knees.

"Yes, baby. Hmm?"

He stopped what he's doing in my center and pulled out his hand from there.

I opened my eyes and almost pleaded him just to continue it.

He really knew how to left me hanging when it comes to this.

And damn, he's really good at that.

I catched for my breath and looked down to his lips.

I kissed it, and he kissed me back too.

While doing it, he grabbed my hand and put it down at the center of his pants.

And he pulled his pants down.

The reason why i stopped kissing him.

Drunk from our kissed and my eyes widened again when i saw his thing.

I've seen this already years ago, and felt it too inside me but.. Shit.

Now, after three years, i saw again his full and very turned on thing.

Damn it.

I lifted my gaze on Reige and found his sleepy eyes.

"Kneel."

He simply said.

I frowned.

Didn't process immediately what he had just told me.

Seemed like i heard a different langguage.

What is it again?

Reige closed his eyes and lifted his head's up while biting his lips.

I looked at him how he swallowed.

His adam's apple shown..

Seemed like he's waiting for something from me to do.

His naked thing was hanged and erected down there already, and seemed like it's waiting for something to happen too.

"Kneel down, Cathy Gomez."

He commanded again.

In there, i suddenly realized what he wanted me to do.

This is gonna be the first to experience this kind of... Shit.

I'm not even sure if i will do it.

And if i'm gonna do it, not even sure if i can do it properly.

I don't have experience how to do it.

I don't know what to do and what to think first.

Do i need to do it now.?

Or, do i need to do some practice on how to do it first?

What if, he won't get satisfied?

I slowly bend to kneel.

I lifted my head and looked at him, but he just looked me back too.

He smirked again for once, and zipped his jeans.

I was shocked.

My eyes widened.

What the hell?

"How can you do that? Left me after that night. Left me without any traces. And after years, came back like nothing happened. But now, ready to kneel for my thing. Really Cathy Gomez? Who's chasing now? Who's worshipping for who now?"

I can feel the coldness of my whole body when he said it.

I was dumbfounded.

I felt his anger towards me like endlessly.

I lost something to say.

He turned away from me. His fist and jaw clenched.

He heavily stepped walking towards his room.

I left hanging and dumbfounded.

And still Remained to where i kneeled.

I was in the verge of processing everything in my head.

What's happening?

What have i done?

Shit.

I put my palm in my face to cover the tears which endlessly fell down.

I sobbed while kept my knees kneeled on the floor.

Damn it.

What the hell he did?

At night, i can't sleep.

I don't know exactly what to feel.

Didn't under myself, either.

I cried a lot.

And i don't want to sleep,or i just can't sleep about what happened.

Still dumbfounded.

That was a big blow for me.

I felt like, someone was poured of some water for me.

Damn it.

I can't forget what Reige did to me.

Asshole.

That was a big slapped for me.

He did it to prove a point.

He just proved how crazy i am about him.

I irritatedly took my phone and called Trexie.

I didn't tell her what happened.

I just told her to inform Daisy and Grace to meet me at my condo once i get back.

I suddenly got tired when i put down my phone after we talked.

I didn't even attend to Trexie and Vince christianing party for their child zamiah just for this fucking thing.

And yet, this is what i've got?

How stupid of me to kneel?

He's a big freaking asshole.

And i'm a big freaking stupid to do it.

I only have two option:

Stay, or leave.

I chose to leave for the second time around.

And i don't fucking care.

I will go to his office and do the job that he asked me to finished.

Damn him.

He's really a beast.

A handsome but freaking beast.

I closed my eyes intently.

God.

What have i done?

That was so embarrassing.

Hours had passed but my eyes still open.

This time, no guilt involved if i'm gone.

I've had enough.

That's too much to process.

I will go and live my life peacefully with my son, without minding his presence.

I will focuse only Geu.

I made a mistake by leaving him years ago.

And made him what?

Crazy?

Huh!

Now, i won't give a fucking damn care about him.

He's an asshole. A beast.

I know my worth and i know where the right place for me in this world.

No matter how beast he can be, no matter how angry he were towards me, and no matter what he did, my principle will always be remained.

I might hurt him and trampled his ego, still he has no right to do it.

Damn, asshole.

I will always be with myself.

I will never loose myself because of this damn shit.

I sighed. Still can't get over.

I woke up late and still sleepy.

Instead of making myself be ready to go, i remained my body still lyin' on the bed.

I don't care at all.

I will go back later to manila.

It was difficult for me to report in his office especially when i knew he was already there.

I need to deal with Reige after that night.

The Reige who asked me to kneel last night was the Reige who probably laughed at me now.

I held my blanket before i decided to get up from bed. And go to bathroom to take a shower and changed.

After i changed, i went out already from my room.

Nobody around when i was out already.

No one even inside the sala or even at his kitchen.

But i saw a plate covered with another plate.

And there's a food inside.

I don't know if it was from Reige or he cooked food for me.

Would it be possible?

He's mad and yet he still cooked for me?

I swallowed and felt a bit hungry.

It's already ten in the morning and i'm very late.

I will sacrifice my salary for any deduction than to go in his office with unpresentable look.

I can't take to go out.

Seemed like my heart stabbed because of what happened last night.

The professional interior designer, famous model and actress, Cathy Gomes kneeled because of a growing thing.

Damn it.

I closed my eyes intently thinking about how stupid i was.

How can i face him?

I don't know.

I didn't eat the food he left for me for breakfast.

I'm itching to go in his office and finish my unfinish job, so i can go home to manila.

And stay with my son.

I violently swallowed when i reached the entrance of his office.

Damn it.

I need to deal this fucking day with him.

I walked directly to my swivel chair and landed my handbag beside of the table.

The papers i left last night was still there.

Without hesitation, i started sorting all the files.

I'm not feeling hungry at all.

Not too long since i sat down, i heard the door of Reige's office slowly opened.

I saw how other employees drifted their eyes in there.

I frowned.

Among all the employees, i was just the only one who didn't mind to pay attention or glanced at there.

I was busy catching for my breath because of my abnormal heart's beat.

In my peripheral vision, i saw him standing there while his hand in his hips.

"Can you make a coffee for me, please?"

He tenderly said.

Seemed like his talking to an air.

I cleared my throat when i realized that i am his secretary.

So oviously, he asked it for me.

And i need to do it for him.

I need to do it, no matter how simple the task is.

I didn't answer or nod.

I just stood up and walked directly through the water despenser from afar.

I heard Reige closed the door of his office.

All the employees were looking at there and there were some whistled.

"Our handsome boss is badtrip, and mad since he came early in this morning."

The middle-aged woman said and laughed.

I snorted and took out the instant coffee.

I opened it and poured in inside the cup.

I just listened to whatever the employees were talking about.

" Bad trip, as always. "

One employee said.

I looked at them

Didn't they know about my previous relationship with Reige?

It was publicly announced.

Did they know and they just chose not to say anything.

"But he's too angry earlier than his usual anger."

The other one said.

They didn't say anything after that because they went back to their individual works..

He's still angry?

To whom?to me?

After he asked me to kneel last night, and left me hanging? Still angry?

Asshole!

Until when i'm going to suffer from all of his wrath?

Until when i'm going to pay that night i left?

I know i'm at fault, but i can't help it..

Damn it.

I put the cup of coffee in a white small plate and walked directly to his office.

One knocked and i slowly opened the door handle.

I saw his jaw clenched while reading the papers he was holding.

I cleared my throat and saw he glanced at me immediately.

I don't want to see him.

The heat in my face was evidently shown.

Jesus!

Stop the awkward feelings Cath!

My hand were shaking as i held the cup of coffee.

I slowly stepped through his table.

He frowned and looked back the papers he was reading earlier.

I landed the small plate with cup of coffee as i got nearly closed to him.

"Just coffee, Mr. Del Rio?"

His eyes widened when he heard what i called him.

This would gonna be the last stupid thing that i gonna do for you.

I didn't looked at him.

I can't.

He sighed heavily.

"Yes. Just a cup of coffee."

He answered gently and sighed again.

I nodded and turned back from him to get out from his office.

But before i could step away he called me.

"Cath."

I turned back again to face him without a blinked.

He closed his eyes and turned his eyes to another partition of his office, and looked at me again.

But then, i felt weaked.

I can't even looked at him straight in the eyes as i thought of what happened last night.

My face heated and suddenly felt a mixed of emotions.

In front of me, is the man who asked me to kneeled down last night.

The night that no matter how hard i try to forget, i just can't.

Cathy Gomez on bended kness?

Trexie, Daisy and Grace would surely laughed at me if i tell them about this.

"Are you.. Ahm... Done with the files?" he asked.

I lifted my head. "No. Do you need it now? Don't worry i will finish it before i leave."

I answered.

I can't avoid his gaze.

Damn it.

I almost fell down when i noticed the way how he stared at me.

I can't almost stand from his stares.

Shit.

"No. I'm just asking."

He defensively answered.

"Don't worry, i won't leave the office as long as i'm not done. If that's what makes you worry."

He shook his head like he didn't like what he heard from me.

He annoyingly brushed his hair using his finger.

He's usual gesture whenever he's mad.

I turned away from him and went back to my table,and immediately do my job again.

I deeply sighed and dumbfounded for a while before i started it again.

Almost every minute, Reige went out from his office while i got busy about the files.

Very different gesture from him when i started my first day here.

He didn't even got out from his office that day.

It's already night but i'm still at five hundred files.

All the employees left already.

Reige's office door made a sound. Means, he'll go out too.

I saw his shadow in my peripheral vision and he already went out from the office.

I remained seated.

Dusty files were scattered all over at the top of my table.

And i wanted to sleep too.

I felt sleepy.

It's better this way.

I'd better stay here alone,than seeing him in that freaking resort.

I don't want to catch up with him.

So i'd better stay here.

But i still need to drop by later before i leave.

Damn it.

"Don't you want to go home yet?"

I almost jumped from my seat when i heard his voice suddenly.

Never in my wildest thought that he would asked me this thing afterall.

"No. I will finish this."

I answered. And didn't looked at him.

"You can finish that tomorrow." he gently said.

No need. I won't be here tomorrow or even on the following day.

But i didn't say it.

Last time i checked,he was angry because i didn't finish this, and now he's telling me that i can finish this tomorrow?

Asshole!

" No, i will finish this. I want to be alone."

He didn't say anything for a while.

But then i heard him sighed and walked towards the door and went out.

I was thinking of how stupid i was, hoping that he'll wait for me.

Damn it.

It took a couple of minutes before i decided to do my job again.

I'm already sleepy even if it's still seven in the evening.

This is because i hadn't enough sleep last night.

Can i take a nap here for a while?

So, I leaned down my face at the top of the files to take a nap.

The door opened again and i almost jumped when someone got in.

"Hi, miss beautiful."

I frowned and lifted up my head from the table.

If i was not mistaken, he was the guy who approached me first when i came here.

Exactly! It was him!

"Jay, right?"

He smiled genuinely.

I smiled too.

"Glad you remembered."

He stated.

"Of course! Uhm... We didn't... Uhmm. I mean i hadn't got the chance to talk to you properly by that time because i was in a hurry. Anyway. What are you doing here in this hour?"

I asked even if it's ovious what he will going to do.

He's holding a pail and a mop, so oviously he will clean.

I can clearly now see on Jay's facial features, now that he's in front of me.

He's handsome and masculine too.

But Reige is more....

Damn that beast.

"This is my part time miss beautiful. They asked me to mop here every night. Which is really fine for me. Not that hard and extra income."

"No maintenance here?"

I roamed my eyes around the room.

"There is, but didn't spend there overtime."

He said and started to mop the floor.

How hardworker of him?

I want to cursed.

Because i almost fell to sleep but then, he came.

Now, there's no sign of me that i'm sleepy.

Damn it.

" What's that miss beautiful?"

Jay asked and smirked.

He maybe noticed how busy i was.

"Files for Reige, Jay."

I politely answered.

He approached me.

And i smelled his scent.

Mixed of scent from sweats and from the perfume he used.

I guess, he must be the breadwinner of their family or he maybe has a children already so he need a double work.

That maybe the reason why he wanted to earn that much.

"I saw your pictures in magazines and tv. I can't almost believed when i first saw you. But when you confirmed us your name.... Well,... my sister i dolizes you so much."

He said and smiled.

"Really? Should i meet her one of these days, soon?"

He nodded and smiled at me even more.

"You quit Showbiz? But why you chose to become a secretary? Managerial position suits you."

He asked with curiousity.

Should i tell him the truth?

He glanced the papers on top of the table.

One hundred more files and i'm done.

At least, right?

" Reige's cousin hired me to be his secretary"

He put down the mop and checked the files in front of me.

"I know how to do this miss beautiful. Alphabetical order right?"

He raised his brows when he saw some post it where i put in every letter.

"Really Jay? Are you going to help me then?"

I said.

"Sure miss beautiful!no problem!"

He happily answered and nodded.

He came closer towards me and took the papers.

I saw how he properly worked about the papers.

He knew where to put it alphabetically in order at the right place, even if it's hard.

He really did his beast too.

He frowned as he put it into the right place of the last thirty pieces of files.

And i also helped him.

"You're qualified as a secretary Jay."

We both laughed loudly.

But our laughed suddenly stopped when we saw the door opened, and Reige immediately went in.

He held a plastic bag and placed it behind his back immediately.

What's this beast doing here?

I thought he went home already?

I frowned.

I didn't expect him to come back here.

He cleared his throat and his eyes were dark as the night.

He turned to Jay.

"Good evening, sir."

Jay greeted him and smiled.

"Evening."

He coldly answered.

I rolled my eyes.

"What are you doing here?"

He asked Jay in a hard barritone voice.

Didn't he noticed the mop and a pail of water?

Isn't it ovious?

Damn.

I took the files from Jay's hand.

I was thinking that Reige will scold him for helping me.

" I cleaned sir. And i also helped miss beautiful to arranged the files. And fortunately we're almost done when you came."

Jay chuckled.

I saw the burning fire on Reige's expression.

I just watched him the way how he looked at Jay intently.

Seemed like any moment soon, he will blow the fire that burning inside of him to Jay.

Damn it.

" Are you done?"

Jay answered with confusion in his eyes, when he noticed the anger tone from Reige's voice.

"Then... Leave... Now!"

Reige commanded.

My eyes widened when i realized how rude of him towards Jay.

Shit.

Jay immediately left the place without saying anything.

He just waved his hand for me as a sign of his goodbye.

But the fear in his eyes for Reige was very evident.

I frowned at Reige.

"How rude of you to Jay! He was just helping me out!"

I'm annoyed. But i felt weaked because here he goes again with his angry voice towards me.

Damn him.

"That's your work! Why you asked someone to help you? And you even called him by his first name? Really?"

He angrily said.

"What's wrong if i call him by his first name? We're both employee here! So what, then?"

My jaw dropped, as i stood up.

Damn it.

"Tss."

After he embarrassed me last night,here he goes again?

"I'm sorry, okay? I'm just so damn tired! I need help!"

I raised my voice.

Shit.

I can't help it.

"I didn't ask you to treat me well Reige. If you're angry with me, then let me suffer! But i can't promise to stay silent!"

I shouted.

"I regretted why i chose to come and stay here for you. When i can stay in manila without anyone treated me this way. Good thing you did this, because i decided to quit!"

His jaw dropped half opened and his eyes widened.

There!

I said it.

My eyes started to water and he noticed it.

damn it.

I sighed,and made myself calm.

" You hated me, right? Right, Reige? Then,Fine i won't bother you. I will make sure this will be our last meeting."

From the angle i saw from him, his jaw were perfectly defined and as well as his nose.

He didn't say anything.

But instead, he landed the plastic bag with a black styro inside.

" You could've asked me to help you out. "

He said, and i can feel his jaw clenched by the way he talk even if he didn't raised his voice that much.

Damn.

I sighed.

Seemed like i'm totally drained, after all those days have passed since i got here.

" What kind of secretary i might be if i ask you to help me for just this simple task?"

"Why did you asked another man to help you, if that so?"

He's annoyed, and i seen it clearly.

My eyes widened.

I know where this topic heading to.

He embarrased and insulted me last night. And now, seemed like he's exploading into some sort kind of volcano just because Jay helped me out!

I want to smile.

But i didn't do.

Now, i got you Reige.

I'm still into you.

"Are you jealous?"

I directedly asked.

"No i'm not."

"After you fucking insulted me last night? I was there! Almost ready! Right in front of you and kneeled! Ready to gave in. But then, you left me hanging! And now, here you are, angry just because Jay helped me out?"

I raised my voice.

Damn it.

He didn't say anything but his dark expression remained.

" What would you do if you caught us kissed together and Jay kneeled in front of me while stripping me-"

" Shut the fuck up, Cathy Gomez! "

He shouted again and seemed like he wanted to punch anything because of anger.

"Huh! Then you're jealous!"

I shouted back at him.

"I said i'm not.!"

He said and averted his gaze.

"What's your anger all about then? Don't worry, after this i won't let our way cross again Reige. If that can make you happy. I won't bother.... You... Again.."

I felt tired.

Damn it.

He looked at the plastic bag he bought and let out a deep sighed.

" I...brought you something for dinner. "

He gently said.

" No, thanks. I'm done with the files! I'm leaving now. "

I said and took out my bag and left.

You're a freaking beast Reige Del Rio.

His eyes widened and his jaw clenched.

Sorry baby, i can't deal your father.