"And I wish I could have loved him less. Or better yet, not at all."

19 year old Adalanna Callister, bold, beautiful and brainy, is all set for her term in St. Stephen's University of Liverpool. 
And the first day in her new college itself, seals her fate for a rollercoaster year ahead. 

Through galas, bonfires and games, Alanna is pulled in deeper and deeper to the only feeling she had been wanting to avoid, the half of which she fears and the rest, fails to understand. 

Ripped apart between two friends, one a raging fire, other a deep ocean, Alanna grapples with her affections, all the while redeeming her own self from a tainted past. 

One, the kind you keep. Stability. Who would never break her heart. 

And the other, the kind you love. Danger. Without whom, there'd be no heart to break in the first place. 

Amidst love, friendship, music and betrayal, she has to make a choice, between the solace of a right love and the passion of a great love.  

This year, ask yourself- 
Love, the quicksand of raging passions- 
eternal bliss or inevitable doom? 

At the very least, she's in for an eventful year. 

"But you'll hate me." "I love you."
Everything made sense.

Choices

She looks at me intently. I feel bad. I feel I’m so, so bad. And I just can’t seem to forgive myself for messing up both of their lives. 


“You’re not a bad person Alanna. You’re a good person to whom bad things have happened to.” I chuckle loudly and look at her with a small smile. She returns a look of amusement and feigned surprise. 


“What you think a professor can’t quote Harry Potter? It for all ages.” I look down with a smile. I burst my knuckles and blink back those tears that keep resurfacing. 


“Alanna when you go through all that at such a vulnerable age, it’s almost natural for you to have an unstable emotional life. Rejection changes you, honey.” I look up at her, shocked and wide eyed. 


“Know everything. Background reports of students come in with the admission.” I gasp, defeatedly. 


She knows everything. She knows what I did, with my responsibilities. Yet she always believed in me. And she IS hearing my mess RIGHT NOW. 


SUN TO MY STARS