THREE YEARS BEFORE & DURING THE MADNESS BRE'S STORY CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Three years has passed and it seemed like things were getting worse. It's like me and my auntie went from having a mom and daughter relationship to me becoming the step daughter that was a burden to her life. I just think to myself " I'm the reason for this chaos. I don't even know who my parents are I only know of the rumors I would hear from family members and that one time three years ago when Aunt sal told me how my parents was murdered. From the day she told me about the story I always frequently thought about them. I even imagined a few times how life would be if they was here to raise me. I always thought to myself what if my mom is out there somewhere, or what if someone is holding her captive keeping her away from me. But then there is a part of me believe she was dead because why wouldn't you come back for me? Besides that over the last couple of years I had bigger issues to worry about. Yana one of my friends has been living with us every since her mom passed and our friendship has really been rocky she even got pregnant during that time and has been secretive about every little thing. I even asked her about Loni's father and she instantly snapped as if I just said to her she don't know her child father is. Not only that my Aunt Sal starting using drugs and I blame Rick for that. How can she just turn to the same lifestyle that caused me to grow up without a mother or a father. She completely lost herself. It did not show in her appearance to much but she stop caring about herself and happiness. Here my Auntie forty four letting this punk bastard only twenty eight control and ruin her life. The only reason why I did not up in leave from the madness is because I was thinking about little Erick Jr despite me not liking his father he was the best thing to my aunt before the drugs and excessive abuse. At first i did not like the fact of Aunt Sally being Pregnant but from the day they brought Jr home I fell in love not only did I become a big cousin I literally take care of her son.