Sleeping handsome awakes

Wayo's P.O.V ~

Seeing my beloved P'Pha sleep without any signs of waking up, patterned in navy bruises and unhealthy porcelain between the obnoxious blue hurts me. All the things I want to do and say rush to the front of my brain and gets jumbled up into an illegible mess since I feel like my thoughts are already overloaded, but I let the tangled strings of thoughts be verbalised for the sake of i

"When you have been discharged, we can go back to your apartment where I can take care of you like last time, and I can confess my love and you can tell me you love me if you do. Ming and Kitty will go on double dates with us anywhere we want and we won't care what people think. Love is love, and I am sure my heart will never beat for anyone but you Phana. Maybe when we have all confessed we can get married together, a triple wedding with the other guys somewhere nice and romantic.", I ramble helplessly. I stroke his smooth cheeks, avoiding the miniatures cuts from the windshield breaking and shattering into tiny piece

Nothing has changed about Phana Kongthanin from my previous memories apart from the PhD with First class Honours in front of his first name. The people he holds dear to him are always priority over his own life and wellbeing, proved by his dedication to his duties as a doctor, and as much as I hate how much trouble this gets him in, it's admirable and rare to find. My P'Pha loves me, and I love him, that is one thing what will never change be it in life, death or in limbo. Simply being around him his enough for me and I feel satisfied to be able to physically feel his presenc

Ming and Kit leave me with Phana, to buy me and themselves food somewhere half nice, instead of the sub par cafeteria Pad Thai, but knowing Ming and Kit, they will nearly forget because they will get lost in each others eyes somehow. I am jealous of their relationship, how they place chaste kisses on each others cheeks and snuggle in every place they can. I want those experiences for me and Phana in the future, but that is impossible if there is no Phana in the future or I can't get the words out to say I love hi

I eventually fall asleep to the alluring scent of eau de Phana, and my dreams are the best I have ever had, of my hypothetical future with the man I love. We could date for a while, get engaged and throw the most amazing engagement party to show the world we don't care about expectations, travel to the US or UK to be formally married and then adopt some children to bathe in our love. Ming and Kit are like us, and so are Forth and Beam, everyone getting their fairytale ending even if it hasn't been a fairytale start to the stor

Just as dream Phana says I do and we kiss like there is not an eternity to be together, the real Phana stirs for the first time since I entered the room. I can hear him mumbling about love, and wait with bated breath to hear the continuation of his incoherent conversation, hoping there are more confessions of love. I melt from the new and welcome atmosphere of love in the room, replacing the worry and stress. Instead his lips press lightly on mine, and his near obsidian eyes lock with my wide hazel ones in a purely passionate gaze that makes my heart beat wildly. I am frozen from the shock of him suddenly kissing me at first, but him speaking distracts m

"I love you Wayo, and will never let anything seperate us again. Not even death can untie our red string of our destiny of love. Be my nurse again and my boyfriend?", he whispers in a husky voice that some would find unpleasant, but I find incredibly attractive. He winces at the pain from manoeuvring his battered body into a sitting position too fast, but considering he nearly died this is kind of expected. He still pushes himself to pull me on his lap and embrace me tightly, so I reward his efforts and fall into his arms while resting my head on his tattooed shoulder. He has my non verbal yes and most important, my heart, and I finally have hi