amour sans fin

2:45 AM

I thought I could sleep already, but here I am standing on the balcony watching the stars.

Seems like my head is playing tricks with me again. It keeps on overthinking.

I was thinking of finding another job.

I sighed.

I just said that I am not that weak in front of him but here I am now, thinking of a way to escape the past.

What if he sees Deim?

What if he finds out the truth?

Will I just give up everything I worked for?

I do not want to go back to our province because I do not want to see my father's face.

After he left us, he’ll come back as if nothing had happened?

And what, he will spend my mother's money again?

I am now walking home with Mew.

He invited me to have dinner at their house so I told him that I’ll have to tell my Mama and Papa first. They worry too much every time so Mew said he will just go with me.

When we were in front of the house I took the key from the bag and opened the door.