Just like how the sunflower needed the sun, I had someone I needed to. I had someone to fill up the gap I have in myself. I had someone who made me function again. Funny, right? They'd probably think that I'm a fool for still loving the same person who broke me.
I guess people really do get blinded by love.
I realized that what if I didn’t forgive him?
What if all I had in myself was anger and pain?
Would I ever be this happy?
Sometimes, I use these questions to ask myself. I got tired of
convincing myself.
Before, I used to say, “You’ll be okay without him.” But I didn’t know that I was unconsciously bringing myself to an act wherein I lost the old Gulf too.
One day, I realized that I could never find a replacement for the sun. I never found a replacement for him.
He’s irreplaceable.
We may have hurt each other in the past, but I guess that’s a part of being in love.