Regret

Min Yoongi POV,

I heard her sob, then I whispered softly, "Stop struggling or I won't let you go."

She held her breath, desperately stopped her sobs and stopped moving even though her hands were still tightly gripping mine.

"Calm down Sobi, stop struggling", I repeated while slowly loosening my arms on her waist and mouth

Hurriedly she released herself from my arms and turned to face me. Even though the surroundings were filled with darkness, I could feel her sharp eyes on me.

"Yeobo ??", she called softly

"Ye", I replied while pressing the light switch behind me

Instantly the entire room was filled with dazzling lights.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING ?! ARE YOU CRAZY !!", she shouted while hitting my body with her fist

"Hey! Hey!! Stop Sobi~aah! Calm down! Stop", I said while catching both of her hands so as not to beat me again

"Aiish! It hurts, why did you hit me? ...", I whined

"Wae ?? You were the one who startle me first! I thought someone kidnapped me! Why did you do that, huh?", She said, trying to get her hands out of mine

"I just want to ask what are you doing standing in front of Tae's room?!", I asked annoyed

"That's none of your business!", she replied curtly

"Wah, jinjja ... what will people think when they see you coming to the member's room at night ?? You will cause rumors as a result of your actions!", I said releasing her hands

"I ... I just wanted to talk to him", replied Sofia with a flushed face

"You can call his cell phone if you want to talk about something, or you can wait until morning if you want to speak directly to him", I said again

"I have to talk to him now, because I can't call him", she replied impatiently

"Do you know what people are going think about it? You are married and you are too close to V and Jimin and the others. People will think you have a special relationship with one of them. Are you aware of the circumstances that you can be caused? What if one of the staff leaked this to reporters ?? This would be a big scandal! "One of the Bangtan Sonyeondan members was involved in an affair with a married woman!". Can you imagine what the situation would be if that kind of news headline released on public?? ", I asked angrily

"I didn't mean it like that, jinjja ... V said he was waiting for me to have a drink together, but I wanted to cancel it because I was tired. But I couldn't contact his cell phone, that's why I went to his room", Sofia replied irritably

"Daebak, you have an appointment with another man in the middle of the night like this ?? Haha, are you so desperate that you are willing to do anything to be able to approach the man you like?", I asked rudely

"What ??", said Sofia, irritated at what I said

"V is your bias, right? You must be so crazy about him that you are willing to do anything to be near him ...", I added while walking a few steps closer to her

"Watch your words, yeobo!", she replied irritably. "I'm not that kind of woman", she continued, a warning tone in her voice

"Really? I think you intend to slip into Tae's arms when I let you go, isn't my prediction right?", I asked, grinning as I took another step closer to her

"Gosh! You are such a jerk! How can you even say that to me?! Will you be happy if I do everything according to your prediction? What would you do if that happened ??", she challenged

"You don't know what I can do to you if that really happened", I said in a low, threatening voice

"Ooh, I'm so scared ... Suga is angry because his wife loves another man ...", she teased

"Stop !!", I growled

I moved toward her until her back was against the wall behind her. I gripped her wrists tightly at her sides so she couldn't move.

"Let go of me!", she said angrily, trying to remove her hand from mine

"Do you think you can do whatever you like? YOU ARE MY WIFE ! YOU ARE MINE !! I take my words, I will not let you go even if you have found the man you love!", I growled

Then I kissed Sofia's lips roughly. I pressed her body against the wall making her helpless under my attack. I kissed her greedily, as if it's my last chance to touch her. I let go of one of her hands, and I hugged her tightly.

Sofia struggled in my arms. Smacking myself with her free hand. I deepen my kiss, my tongue slipped into her mouth, sipping all the flavors her mouth has to offer me. My hand moved down, squeezing one of her buttocks.

I felt her choke and blindly tugged my hand from her lower body. My mouth moved down her neck, I sucked and kissed the curves of her neck. My hand moved up and squeezed one of her breast. A scream came out of her mouth.

"Let go of me! Stop! Please stop! Yeobo, I beg you ... please stop", her scream turned into a sob

Her free hand gripped mine, burying her fingernails into my skin. Her legs were constantly moving in an attempt to kick and attack my body.

"Yeobo, stop! please stop ...", She sobbed even louder

Then her hands and feet stopped fighting back, she's crying even louder. I let go of my kiss from her neck and stared at her face which was already filled with tears.

Consciousness seemed to draw me back to the reality before me. What have I done ?! I let go of my grip on her wrist and her body. I took a few steps away from her.

Sofia immediately fell down in front of me, holding back her tears. I gripped my hair tightly, regretting what I had just done to her.

"Sobi ... I'm sorry ... I, I don't know what got into me ...", I said hoarsely

"Don't come near!", She said between her tears

I gave up my intention of approaching her and retreated further.

Slowly she rose to her feet while holding on to the wall behind her.

"Sobi ...", I muttered weakly

She wiped the tears from her face, trembling, and walked out of my room without saying a word.

I crouched down and cursed several times. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!! How could I do that to her?! I am really crazy! I am evil!!

To be honest, I really want her, but it's not like this!. She must really hate me right now. Sofia will never forgive me ...

I rubbed my face, beat my head with my hands. What got into me ?? I was so angry knowing she was going to spend the night with Tae! She even went to his room !!. But still, what I just did to her was horrible.

I got to my feet and walked out of the room, determined to apologize to Sofia. I walked quickly to the hallway where her room is, I will beg her even I will kneel in front of her.

"Sofia ssi, what's wrong? Where are you going?," Tae's deep voice heard from the corner where the elevator was located

I stopped my steps, then walked slowly towards the row of elevators located.

"I'm okay. I, umm I'm just, uh, I'm looking for you. I want to say I'm too tired to drink tonight ... so I, I ...", Sofia said haltingly while occasionally sobbing in front of Tae, who was seen very worried about her

I stopped walking, standing in the distance looking at the two of them.

"What really happened?", Asked Tae again, holding one of Sofia's arms

"I'm so tired, I ... I want to end this...", then she buried her face in her palms while sobbing

"Aigo, are you tired of working with us? Calm down Sofia, I'm sorry you have to experience this", Tae said then pulled her into his arms

I clenched my hands at my sides and looked at them angrily. Then I walked back to my room with a blank stare. When I got to the room, I leaned against the door, patted my chest hard. Why does it hurt so much ?? My chest is tight and I feel my whole body hurts too.

I felt my body slowly sink to the floor. I buried my head between my knees and cried. Why it feels so much pain?! Can I let her go? Sooner or later I have to let her go. Even though at the moment I really don't want to do it. I want her to stay by my side, only her, my first love, Sobi.

"We can't return to those days, if I could I'd call your name. But I'll accept your blame, it really is time to say goodbye ..." *

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* Credit song: Let go (BTS)

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