His uncontrollable emotions.

"That is a painful past that I want to forget about, so you should never bring it up again." Fan Qiuyue turned away, hiding her face from her son and placing her hand on her forehead. "I don't feel so well and I think it is time for me to rest."

Bohai looked at his mother with indecipherable emotions. "Alright, I will leave you to rest."

Fan Qiuyue closed her eyes and feigned sleep until she was sure that her son had gone away before she sat up on the bed, throwing the pillow away in anger. She had thought that if she continued to feign illness, she would be able to gain the sympathy of her husband but that didn't go so well. She was left alone all day and no one, not even the servants, paid any attention to her!

But soon, that will change. It won't matter if her husband agreed or not, but she will make sure that boy leaves her and her family forever!