Chapter 7

I took a bath before going to bed. I didn't realize I was that tired when I sleep all throughout. I missed the morning class. I used to be present all the time and it was my first time for being absent.

It was around 4pm when I finally decided to get up. All my boardmate were out. I have to call my family so I can send them out the money. I took a bath. We have a full body length mirror in our bathroom. I was so shocked to find a lot of hickeys in there. Like a lot.

Ooh damn. I can still feel his kisses. I can still feel his rough hand all over my body. My gosh! It's like his imprinting me or something.

I wanna feel cheap for what happened and for being dirty but I couldn't deny myself that I like what we did. I really really like what he did. I love how he manipulate my nub, how his fingers seeks and tweaks. I love how hard he finds himself in me. I love how he nibbles my twin peak. I love how he kisses my lips. I love how he ate me. It was great! It was amazing. I want it. I feel so addicted on it. I wanna do it again and again.

My eyes widened realizing what I was thinking. I shook my head.

I gave the money for my parents and left some for me. Trevor's money really helps us. I came back home in the boarding house. All my boardmate are in there. We are 4 boarders in one room all of them has a boyfriend. The bed was double deck. Sometimes their boyfriend sleeps in here with them. The space was big though, but I cannot say that I was comfortable with them.

There was one time when I took a bath and I thought I was the only person in there so I was too complacent about the towel wrap around me. When I got out of the bathroom all of their boyfriends are there I was so uncomfortable that I lock myself in the bathroom and just went out when they're all gone.

I don't like how their boyfriend stares at me. That's why whenever they are here, I change in the bathroom.

I bought an Android phone. Auntie asks me where I got the money so I said that it was a help from a politician in the government. I said that they are willing to help.

They were so happy. I was happy that I helped but a part of me was sad. Even though what Trevor and I did, my virginity was a big deal to me. I'm not innocent anymore.

I was absent 2 days prior, good thing I have a good classmate who lets me borrow the notes. At least I'm not going to be zero for the upcoming quizzes and orals.

It was also a good thing that my hair is long and thick making me hide my kiss marks. I also went to buy a concealer.

After the class was done, I was passing by the janitor's closet. When I heard someone moaned. My eyes widened. My face burned with heat and I ran away from there.

I went to the powder room and opened one of the cubicles there. I didn't know what comes up to my mind when my body began tingling in heat. I suddenly remember Trevor and our nights. The way he played my little nub making squirm under his touch.

I went outside the cubicle. I look myself in the mirror. There is something wrong with what I feel. I went inside the cubicle pulled out my panties and I touch myself in there. It was 'dripping wet'. I cleaned myself with a tissue. Shit. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm I addicted to sex?

I bit myself as my fingers unconsciously played the nub. Even though Trevor's touch was ecstasy it still felt good being touched.

I snap out of my thoughts. Why? I tried to stop myself from about Trevor. I couldn't concentrate on the class because my mind would wonder somewhere else.

When the instructor dismisses us I quickly went home. I took a bath. The tingling sensation of my body won't stop.

Even in the cafe. I was serving them their latte it was still the same.

I would always crash my legs together to ease what I feel.

Marlita hired me as a waitress, I went in the club. Perhaps I might see Mr. Lim in there.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I so wanted to cry. Is there normal? My shift is almost over, still o couldn't find him.

Marlita gave us a sexy bunny customs. There is this cute tail behind our back. I have been catcall a hundred times now but I'm looking for someone. That's what I did while serving.

"Oh. Sorry!"