We walk and choose our paths by our
own will and choice we make, thinking
if that decision we make can't hurt
someone or we must be selfish for
someone that we need to protect....
forever.
But..what matters now is the path I'll be
walking by the people I might meet and
let them enter in my dark life..
( Cy, you can sleep for a while..if you
want, I can wake you up if we'll arrive
there soon ) my brother said to me while
his focus is on his phone, seriously..is he
really my brother because after I came
out on the hospital his been on his
phone in every minute.
And to add the people who are so
annoying...
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when we arrive at home, and as soon as
I open the door I saw someone who
already knows how to pissed me off...
and that is jake.. following everywhere I
go and even begged his parents to go to
the same school I will be entering this
year.
well of course his parents didn't agree
on it and I was so happy because it
would lessen the stress I will handle..
but when my mom heard about it that's
when things for me got scattered
because when she heard it, she
immediately ask and convince Cain's
parents until in the end..they agreed.
for Jake and Blake they were jumping
with joy like they just won a lottery three
times in a row and for me... well...I just
stayed in silence in the corner thinking
how to manage this two with the same
breed.
Jake walk in front of me and stared me
for a while and mess my hair, I just let
him do what he wants because I was
used to it since when he visits me
everyday at the hospital., ( finally..I can
watch and protect you without any
obstacle course.. meeting you and
seeing you everyday makes me smile )
he said that in me with a serious tone
and a bit of whisper in the last line and
that made me confused.
makes me..., what's the last word?
he smiled at me and stop on messing
my hair, ( Cain, I don't know that you have that boyfriend material.. I've been
finding for a long time. if you want a
marriage of my daughter don't be shy on
direct proposal because I got your back.,) my mom said while patting his shoulders.
and one more thing that really gets on my nerves is my Mom, because in the past she is never like this and always spending her time on shopping but now.. it's quite and far from what I used to see...
[ am I really doing the right thing?...]
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(Cy, hey, where here..) my brother said
then he gets out of the car and try to get
our bags at the back of the car, as they
we're handling those..I myself got out
also in the car but my eyes is just
focusing on the big gate in front of me.
it was big and tall but it's clear to me
already that this place is so old because
the gates has vines and roots of a plants
I don't know...
( it really looks like a haunted mansion
in outside but don't judge the place just
because of its looks...it look like a 200
years old mansion to strangers but it's
a mystery on inside.., I really missed this
place.) Blake said at my back suddenly
while putting his phone on his pocket..I
stared at him for a bit and look again on
the gate, ( it surprise me...I don't know
that there is a place like this..) I said
as the gates open on it's own.
me and my brother walk inside the gate
with our bags, our driver already left
because of a sudden call from my dad
at his office and I know that it's always
like this. we waited in the lobby for a
while and as we were waiting I roamed
my eyes on the place.
it has big spaces and it sure does look
beautiful in inside, there were plants
everywhere and furniture and paintings
the whole place looks like a hotel and
a castle combine.
(sorry to keep you both waiting but can I
call the new student to follow me to the
principals office for some questions..)
the woman with glasses said to us
while holding some paperworks, I stand
up and follow the lady then I noticed
that my brother is not following us but
instead he is courted with a butler with
us bags.
we walk inside immediately as we reach
inside was more elegant than ever, and
in front of me was a middle aged lady
reading some documents looks like she
didn't notice that I arrive. ( mdm, the
new student has arrived..) the woman
said then the other woman who is busy
reading some documents stop and look
at me with serious look and I felt
nervous a little then the woman who is
in my back leave the room, it became
quite.
she put aside the documents she been
handling and I seat on one of the chairs
in the office and wait for her questions
as she look my information on a paper
(so Blake is your older brother.. right?)
she asked, (yes.. your right.) I said as I
hide my nervousness in front of her.
( do you know what I felt as you step in
, in my office? ) she said that made me
gulp, why I'm having a bad feeling about
this..( I felt that your different from
others..not from the attitude but you
have something on your selves, I wish
you'll never do it here in the school or
campus do you understand?) she added
looking at me like she's reading my
expression.
(y-yes..I understand) I said then she look
again on the paper ( you don't have any
problems on your grades and conduct
so we're okay on it for now..so..I will just
advice you on be on your self and don't
buried yourself on the darkness.) she
said.
she continue to ask some questions on
me and we stayed like that for a couple
of minutes..( so that is for now and here
is your locker and room keys don't lose
it because we don't have any duplicate
for that and her is your schedule make
sure to do not skip or escape because
punishment is really on time and one
last thing you're will be tour around the
campus tomorrow, 8:00 am don't be
late..) she said as she gives me the keys
and schedule along with the five uniform
and a p.e uniform.
I put it all in my back pack and noticed
the picture on the table at the back of
madam natalie he is familiar to me..
then madam noticed it to so she put the
picture on the cabin and smiled bitterly
on me (curious?..) she asked and I
nodded (can I asked who is the kid from
the picture?) I said nervously thinking if
she would be mad at me but from she
did not and instead she answer my
question ( that's my son, his named is
Josh clovec..he his also the president
in student council the one who'll tour
you around tomorrow and the person
we've been waiting..).
( his my son but we have a wall in front
of us that symbolize our relationship..
Don't ask what's our relationship
because it's darker than yours that's why
the advice I said to you earlier do it don't
walk on the past path you've been
walking instead make a path on your
own until the end even it's hard...) she
said then someone knocked the door
and enter.
(clovec, can I request a favor to pls
bring this new student on her dorm so
she could relax..) the principal said while
reading again, I look the person who she
mention her son..his quite serious based
on his appearance and has good looks
also.
when we leave the room and walked
I noticed something that I didn't notice
a minute ago he have a scar on the back
of his neck his wearing a scarf but the
scar didn't hide that much..
(stop staring at my back..and just follow
me.) he said and I did we stayed like
that until we reached my dorm I thank
him and he just leave without saying
anything.
what a weirdo...
I enter the room that I will be staying
in a year here the room is big and it
looks like my old room so I was glad on
it my stuff are also here and a sticky
note on the table...I picked it up and
read.
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to: Cy
from: Blake
sorry I didn't tell you that I study here in
the past hope you would forgive me...
and when you're done unpacking
I'll pick you up at 8:35 so we could eat
at the cafeteria with my friends hope
you would come..
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now I understand why he reacts that
way when our dad said that I would be
transferring to the same school as my
brother..
( they have different potential and I feel
it and I also feel that this year would be
different.)