Chapter 16

The weakness of mine

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After a years ago

Time passed quickly I did not expect the ensuing events I confirmed that I was pregnant I was just in pain when I remember him, if she will know about my pregnancy he will stay?

The whole campus found out about my pregnancy and its like a fire spread in the whole campus, like what I said I was used to it. All I care about is my parents who I hurt so much.

Because if I listen to other people I am just sure that it will not do any good because no matter what we do someone else will have to say, when you do good they will say that you are pretending being good person. When you do something bad, they will say that you are bad, and when you do nothing, they will say you are lazy.

In this world, it is full of people who will judge you, its your choice to how you can keep up with the flow of life.

You will learn a lot each passing day always remember everything happen and eventually you can use your experience to be the key to the pinnacle of success.

We need to be strong in those struggle comes and let them who do not understand you because they don't know everything, we must entrust everything to the heights. And when you feel to give up. rest and fight again. Be brave.

Don't let the problem you go through be the cause of your giving up and letting go of your dreams. Make those to be your fuel and motivation to be successful in life.

When my parents found out that I was pregnant at first they were angry but later on they accepted my child and I also admitted to them that Liam had left me without even saying goodbye. But there is still a part of me that waiting for him to return.

Mama was angry with Liam for leaving me so she told me that if he came back I would never accept him again because we would not die if we were not with him.

But Papa didn't say anything he was just quiet but unlike before we were super close now he also became a bit cold to me he doesn't talk to me much anymore if he talks to me he just has questions Every time I think about why he became cold to me is because I am the only one he expects to get them out of poverty that I can finish my study and help my siblings to their schooling.

But I disappoint him. When I graduated, my dad gradually returned to his old smile and when I gave birth, mama and I became even more close, I even remembered what mama said 'somehow that Liam did something good for us'

Even if I want to be angry with Liam because he left me, his son and I will not be able to do it because the only thing that I know is I still love him even its been a years passed I still remember him especially since he give me an angel who will always remind me of him.

Our life has become better we are not rich but we can afford now to buy we want.

I was also able to renovate our house, because my sister and I were already finish our study, the only thing we could afford was for the food, my older brother and sister also had their own family. My older brother did not finish his studies because he got his girlfriend pregnant.

Now he is married and they also have two daughters, like me Dad and Mom were angry at first but when they saw their granddaughter they also softened and they are happy living.

I'm the only one still living with my Mama and Papa because I have nothing to leave Xian whenever I go in my work. My son got the exact features of Liam, I named our son after him and followed his last name too. It is a good thing his surname can now be followed even though we are not married. I also put in his PSA that his father is Liam and if just in case he finds our child I will not deny the child to him.

I am here now at the Red Empire where I work when I graduate I applied as an executive secretary of the president of the company of RE (Red Empire) Mr. Philip Ramirez once he will look like Liam but it will be a long way if they get to know each other because I know he has no relatives here in the Philippines I know his relatives are in another country.

"Ms. Zapanta are you listening?" Mr Ramirez said in a serious toned. "A-ahm y-yes sir"

"Ok can you repeat what I am said"

"S-sir im sorry"

"What's bothering on you? You're too preoccupied?..there's something wrong? Its about on your family?. Tell me"

"No sir I'm fine, I'm sorry" I bowed because of shame I was too floating while at work.

"You know what...you're so beautiful and gorgeous" I was moved by what Mr. Ramirez said.

Actually he's ahead 25 years to me. I'm just only 23 and he was 48 but it is also not on his face I can not deny that he is handsome even though he is old.

I also often talk about work because Mr Ramirez is also separated from his wife with humor that we have something.

"Can I ask you something?" I was brought back to reality when he asked.

"W-what is that?" as if my chest suddenly pounded with extreme nervousness.

"I have a offer to you"

"Can I-" I was surprised when someone suddenly entered the door.

"Mr. Ramirez we have a Argent meeting"

Ms Lopez said one of the board members. "Ok I will follow" Mr Ramirez replied sparingly

Ms. Lopez came out without saying its like l she's irritated every time we get close to each other it's like she's personally angry with me.

"I'll talk to you later" then he stood up and walked to the show I was left speechless.

When Mr. Ramirez finally left, I also went out but when I came out it was as if cold water was poured on me when I saw Araine who was my work mate in the other department so I knew it was important that she came here.

"Stella...its Xian... Your son was rushed into the hospital" He said with a sigh.

I finally fell down and my knees softened along with the tears like a tap if Araine couldn't join me immediately. I can't stand if something bad happens to my child.

When I got to the hospital. I

saw Mom and Dad crying. I ran closer to them.

"What happened?" I cried and gasped. "My Son?" Mama sobbed and approached me

"What happened? "My voice was already full of annoyance. "Xian has a very high fever and he also has rashes all over his body"

I was completely speechless. Mom helped me sit next to Dad. "What did the doctor say?" I'm a little calm.

"The doctor has not yet gradually out to look at Xian, still examining what the child's illness really is" calmly but you can tell the concern in his voice.

Later the doctor came out to look at xian. "Doc, how's my son?" I quickly approached the doctor

"he's fine. He will needs to be observed first. We will move him to another room. It's good that he was caught and you ran her here quickly because your child has dengue so the child often has a nosebleed and has rashes at the same time a fever"

"Thank you doc"

"I'll just give him the medicine he should take"

I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Xian sleeping. He said he needed to be confined for a few days, that's okay, because my son's illness will get worse if I take him home.

"Take a break Hulio, you need to rest go home. We will take care of your grandson, we can handle this"

"Have you just come home yet? "I asked in surprise. "Yes, I told your father to go home earlier, but he is a hard headed. Now we are here"

"Its ok Pa you should go home and get rest I'm here now so don't worry to much"

"I still do not want to lose sight of my grandson I will only worry more if I go home"

"Pa please" I please my dad.

Dad stood up to walk out but I saw him holding the wall. Mama approached him immediately before I noticed Papa who was quiet since I arrive and he was also a bit pale. So it is better for him to go home first and get rest.

But I was shocked when Papa fell into the ground, Mama cried and screaming when she saw Papa and her mouth twisted. I didn't even realize that I was crying when I hugged Papa who was shaking while Mama was shouting for help.

Papa's strokes, that the findings result everything happen so fast. The doctor said he overfatig maybe for always being overtime in work and the worst is he is comatose he has a cracked root in his head. I'm so too much for this day first my son now my father.

I am here in my son's room and Mama is watching over Papa I don't know what to do I need big money to pay the hospital bills especially my Papa is comatose I don't know what to do I don't know anymore where I will get money.

I will borrow money from the office that's the choice left.