Chapter 20

His Reason

Liam Point of view

This is what I have been afraid of for a long time that Stella will not accept me as her husband and father of our child and even worse her family was angry with me.

I was only able to leave them to keep them away from the possibility that woman would hurt them.

"All right, I'll give you a chance to explain because I'm already confused by what is happening" Stella said almost breathlessly. It breaks my heart seeing her crying endlessly.

I have no intention of hurting Stella. I love her and our child very much. Even though I walked away, I was still watching them from afar.

"Stella, yes I admit the sin I did before that I left you, you and our child but I have a reason so did that. But believe me or not, I watching you in far and until now your still the one I love there's nothing changes in how I feel for you. I just really had to do that before because-"

*Flash back*

I was here in front of the university when someone blocked my way. I have a human size teddy bear and red roses to give to Stella my loves * heheh *

But my good mood was replaced by a bad trip when I saw the woman who was cause of my bleeding heart before. But now Stella rebuilt me and I will make sure I can get her pregnant so that she will be mine officially.

I stared at her badly.

"What are you doing here?" I have a serious and emphatic question.

"I want to talk to you, about us" about us really? This woman started make me irritated.

"What us ?, there is no U.S. here in the philippines so are you missing MISS?"

I really pressed the 'miss' to make her look like I didn't know her anymore.

"I know you're just mad at me Liam but please let me explain"

What she did to explain to me? this woman is it not yet clear that we can't go back like before. I am that so handsome to be chase? This is one of being difficulty to be handsome. Its makes me irritated. I don't want Liam to be mad at me or to disappoint her.

"You know Sandria, you don't need to explain because I'm fine, I've already moved on to the heartache you caused so please listen to me, leave me alone because I already have a loved one and I visualize my future meaningless without her so please stay away from me because I feel when you are close to me there will be a conflict next and if you really love me you will be happy for me even if it is just for me Sandria"

"NO I don't want you for someone else I want you for me alone no one can get you because I'll do every thing just to get you back"

"You are crazy Sandria what do you want from me huh?" my was visible the irritation.

"You. You all I want Liam so please choose me again"

"No matter what you do I will not come back to you once I got up but what you did you cheated on me I loved you to the point that I disobeyed my father for you just to give you what you want. But now I'm done with you, I hope you let me be happy even just now Sandria just now"

"Really anything its doesn't matter to you?.... even I can harm the girl you love huh?

"Tarantado ka wag na wag mong gagalawin si Stella, Sandria binabalaan kita"

"Sorry Liam case I'm not afraid of you ... what Sandria want what Sandria get. You know what I can do..if you don't want to ruin Stella come with me to the states and divorce that woman..don't play dirty games with me Liam Ramirez you know ... a lot ... how crazy I am and you are eager to get the thing I want"

I know what he is saying because Sandria belongs to the underground organization and I know he can hurt stella and I do not want that to happen even in exchange for myself why did I get into this situation if I got married if I was born a good man. Really annoying.

*End of flash back*

"So I went with that insedeng to the canteen I did that to be the reason for my separation from you when you did not suspect I did not want to leave you there in tears in case the staff of this crazy woman Sandriang was watching me I tried so many times to escape from them to let you know in case they are too good to the point that they can predict my plans so theres one think that I will not be noticed I was called my dad and I told my situation in states I watch over you for Your situation is bad and I found out you are pregnant I became even more eager to escape to be with you. I will fix the problem first and see you, you will come back "

Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya na walang sawang pag tulo ng luha.

I also have a hard time knowing the every pain and weight he carries because every tear that falls in his eyes for those daggers that pierce my heart that causes crushing.

" So I thought that dad should be a proxy first to be your wife because I am afraid that one day you will see a man who can stand up to be the father of our child, I am afraid I will never go back to the futility I will fight for freedom if not you I will come back. Now that I have fixed my problem, my departure has been fixed, I do not know, but it was a miracle that happened when he decided to let me go, so here I am"

He was still sobbing silently. In case it didn't take long, he asked again.

"Anong ibig sabihin mo sa pagiging proxy?" Tanong niya na naguguluhan parin.

Dad explained. "Hmm. The wedding that took place was just a show so that no one would doubt the staff who were guarding Liam but the one you really married was my son. Yes I cheated on the marriage contract I put there that you married was Liam and not I'm sorry ihja that's the only way I can help Liam, because I know he can't handle if he has nothing to return when you find someone to love so I made the way and unexpectedly destiny seems to agree with the plan we, who happened to be your secretary and that the situation was easier when you were in trouble so I took that chance to carry out the wedding plan and to be more orderly and have no trouble with the plan is that I told your Dad everything.

I understand if you and my daughter are mad at us for what we did, I just did it because I know you really love each other I see you that Stella I know how much you love my child so I hope you let me be a father my son to your son give him a chance to make up for your shortcomings"

It became quiet momentarily. But Stell's raspy voice also broke it immediately. This is the most painful I have encountered in my whole life to see my life crying.

"So ibig sabihin tayo talaga ang kinasal ganon ba Liam?"

"Yes Stella. I hope you forgive me but I can't afford to let you go to someone else" But contrary to what I expected Stella's reaction a smile drew on it.

He suddenly ran crying like a child and hugged me tightly and cried when I was shocked I did not respond immediately.

But when I regained consciousness I also hugged him very tightly I do not know but this time I just realized myself crying with great joy because I finally got home and my mother and I who have longed for me and waited.