What's life without a bit of love and drama to spice it up? We all want that kind of love we envy from others or in the movies, I mean who doesn't want to love and be loved twice as much?
The fact that love doesn't go our way doesn't mean you can't find love again.


"I loved you, now I don't anymore, I wish my heart can move on too just like yours did"

Faded history

I woke up today feeling very nervous and scared, what if this thing can kill me? 


I took an excuse from work so I could visit the doctor today, I refused to tell anyone about it not even Chris or Cass and I very well know mom has no idea about this yet. I wanted to be sure and not make them worry over nothing. 


Lily insisted on following me to the hospital, she wasn't supposed to know and she still doesn't know the real reason. She came visiting last night so we could catch up. The last time I saw her was Christmas when she came visiting with her fiancé. 


This might not be something serious, so getting them worried will just make me feel awful at the end. 


We got to the hospital quater to 10 since the appointment was for 10am. 


The receptionist called a nurse who could direct us to the doctors office. It was a tiring walk but we made it through the big hospital. A gentle knock on the door by the nurse got her a permission into the office. 


Chapter 18