Chapter XXXII- Nightmare**

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-If you want forgiveness, you must follow me," she says trying to convince me, I look up and there she is with her hand outstretched to follow her.

-Come on, it will be fun.

But when I'm about to shake her hand and follow her, she vanishes.

And I'm back to the beginning, I'm drowning, the whirlpool hits my body hard and I manage to wake up from that damn nightmare.

I take a deep breath sitting on the bed, I run my hands over my eyes flooded with tears, I am trembling.

I can't understand the meaning of this, I always get to the same point and wake up.

What do you want, do I follow you, do you want me to die?

If you will forgive me, then I will die to be at peace with you. That's right, I will follow you in the afterlife, it will be the price for forgiveness.