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An amount is added in the sum of guilt, leaving the result to knock me down.
I entered the room, Laura was already asleep, I took advantage of the fact that she could not see me vulnerable; and my heart slipped through the door, there sitting in the darkness I reflected if I was right to reject even the friendship of that boy; but my heart with every beat spoke to me begging me not to add another person that I could lose.
I hugged my legs to comfort myself, I sighed, while I saw that dark floor I glimpsed in my loneliness that I was sitting in the universe, but it was the saddest and darkest universe that could exist; a dead star was approaching to consume me, I shook my head and spurred hard to return to reality, it was the signal to jump between stars and subtract the guilt, thus reaching the bed and using the blanket as a shield between the dead star.