Remaining in an embrace I told her she was very strong for cutting me off I thanked her and then took her face in my hands, looked her in the eyes and said "it was never your fault, it just happened that way, she is in heaven and I am sure she does not blame you, I know you can be strong and get through this, remember her with joy, remember her when she was smiling and happy times were spent". With teary eyes he nodded and said to me, "thank you for listening and I apologize for everything". "It's ok I completely understand" I told her.
Then we felt too cold and decided to leave, we walked hand in hand, I took her home, I said goodbye with a last hug and a kiss on the forehead, she gave a half smile and entered with a crestfallen face. My light was dimmed, I want it to return to its original tone, that star will shine, I loved her and I was willing to do the impossible to see her happy.