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The last time I saw her she was drunk in her bedroom. My mother declined after the death of my sister like everyone else, but she "healed herself with alcohol" which made her lose her job and worsen the situation in the house, every time she could she reminded me that it was my fault that Sarah had died and I agreed with her. Raquel my mother hated me to the point of despising me and not even wanting to see me, so my father decided to send me on vacation and that we take a break to cope with everything after, which was impossible, in my life the past haunts me, I hate my present and the desired future is not clear. and I end up dispersed with the sound of footsteps.