I only felt my hand slipping and life was passing through my mind like a movie, everything will get better, I said to myself and I slipped....
But, I managed to hold on to the railing with one hand and lay down, I was afraid I would soon fall. In the blur of tears I remembered Steven and his voice calling from above, I looked up, he was trying to save me once again, he was extending his hand to help me and he was telling me -- don't do it please, I will die if you do it.
- No, no," I said in between sobs, "just get out of my mind," I shook my head crestfallen.
--I looked at him and he looked so real, his gaze was sincere and with so much love. I hesitated what to do but the love was so great that it gave me strength, because he was my vitality and, tightly I held on to his hand and managed to get out of the suspended air.