Denial

Saraphina's POV:-



It's been a couple of days since the incident with Lucas , I haven't been training. I've been terribly week these days . I barely stay up for couple of hours before dozzing off to sleep . I haven't seen Matthew and I haven't asked anyone about him . I don't think I can handle knowing that he lost his life because of me. There's a part of me that hopes and prays for him to be ok and the major part of me believes that he is no more and it's all my fault.



I miss him. I terribly miss him. I want him to tell me everything is going to be fine. I want to hear his voice , see that gorgeous smile on his face , take in the feeling of home that I get from him . 



I don't remember most of my ride home all I remember is Chris telling me everything is going to be alright before I lost consciousness. Elisa has been real sweetheart to me in the past couple of days.



I wanted to take my mind off everything so we decided to take a tour of the shabby hut.