In My Shadow

It's been almost 10 minutes that Ayuna demonstrated her fall attraction in front of all the spectators here, I don't really understand who she is really waiting for !? so that until this second he still hasn't woken up from the corridor floor which is still dirty.

"Ayuni! What's this?"

Suddenly Jimmy came in the middle of my panic and he immediately pulled my hand so that my face and Jimmy's face were facing, and that's where I just realized that what Ayuna was waiting for Finally came ... and now I see Ayuna starting do the attraction back in front of Jimmy. ...

"Aaakkhh ... Jimmy, I sprained my leg .... help me !! Ayuni has made me fall and I think I have to go to UKS immediately!"

While groaning in pain, Ayuna raised her right hand towards Jimmy, she hoped Jimmy would wake her up and support herself to go to the UKS. This mouth can't say anything in front of Jimmy because I'm afraid that Jimmy will trust Ayuna more than me, Ayuna has said that it's because of me that she could fall like now, only these eyes can still stare at Jimmy because I myself currently don't understand what to do and what information I should give Jimmy if he doesn't believe that this is all Ayuna's strategy to knock me down.

"Hey .... all of you !! Why don't you just shut up !! let's take Ayuna to the UKS immediately !!"

Jimmy also shouted at his friends who are currently just amazed by the scene of Ayuna's play, after hearing Jimmy's cue, two male friends immediately approached Ayuna and lifted Ayuna up and carried her to the UKS.

"Jimmy! You don't want to help me? You have to come with me to hear what the doctor said about my feet at this time !! Jimmy I need you right now !!"

Seeing events like this To be honest, I really never thought that Jimmy would not want to take Ayuna! even though Ayuna clearly begged him ...

"Sorry ... I can't! Let them help you, I still have business, I hope everything is fine and you get better soon so you can walk again soon!"

I really did not think that Jimmy could say that to Ayuna in front of me, making my eyes grow bigger because I feel there is an error in my hearing right now, I don't know seeing Ayuna being treated like this, my feelings become sorry to see her, because of what expected by him to be very contradictory even though he had sacrificed himself to be a spectacle in front of all his friends but this all did not make Jimmy moved his heart ... Even though I felt sorry for Ayuna but I couldn't help it, I laughed at all of this, surely in Ayuna's heart many cursing had been addressed to me ...

"Come on .... come with me ..!"

"Eh .. What ... why?"

Jimmy quickly pulled my hand after Ayuna was taken away by 2 students to the UKS room, I really did not think that Jimmy would ask me to go with him, I don't know what was on Jimmy's mind right now, so he chose me instead of going to take Ayuna, even though before that Ayuna had told me about Jimmy who was always there. his side and loves him, but now Jimmy doesn't even care about Ayuna, now I can only follow Jimmy's footsteps, I don't know what game will Jimmy do to me, is he the one who will take Ayuna's revenge against me? at this point I was completely confused and couldn't make a guess about Jimmy's attitude towards me.

I keep taking these feet away following Jimmy's footsteps.

It turned out that Jimmy invited me to go to the side yard of the school where yesterday Jimmy could share stories with me.

"Come on .. Sit here, beside me .... !!

Jimmy pulled my hand he invited me to sit beside him, although I doubt I still followed him to sit in the same place as yesterday, when he told me about his dream and now ... will he continue his story again, until he invited me to this place ? I looked at Jimmy's face questioningly because I didn't understand what he meant to ask me to go to this place.

"Ayuni, I beg you not to listen to Ayuna's talk about me, because I'm sure she has told you a lot about my phone last night .... !!"

" What...!!!"

I felt like my ears were about to break, when I heard what Jimmy had just said to me, I really didn't expect Jimmy to call Ayuna instead of Ayuna who called Jimmy and that means I have wrongly accused Ayuna, everything Ayuna said. about Jimmy, it's all true!

I looked at Jimmy's face with a very devastated feeling and as if I didn't believe because Jimmy would do that to Ayuna, my hopes and my trust in Jimmy had vanished because he had made my heart cry and regretted why I trusted him so much and exalted him.

I can no longer hold back my eyes that are teary I feel like I'm running from in front of Jimmy at this time, because I can no longer afford to hear the next story that will come out of Jimmy's mouth, just hearing the beginning of the story My heart feels like it has been pierced by a dagger and it hurts so much , and now ... am I still able to hear the next story?

"Ayuni, hey ....! Why ...?! Listen to my story first, then you can draw the conclusion ... I don't want you to accuse me of anything and I don't want you to feel hurt because of me! We still want both of us to be like before, not just because Ayuna we immediately become far away, Ayuni ... for me you are the best friend and you for me are people who cannot be replaced. "

Hearing all the words spoken by Jimmy, my heart feels even more sore, I want this mouth to scream and ask Jimmy loudly, if I am for him just his best friend .... then who is Ayuna for him ?? !!

But whatever my power, let alone ask Jimmy, just staring at his face now I can't because I don't want Jimmy to see myself who has cried because of him and I have been disappointed in him.

"Last night Ayuna chatted to me, she said if you were crying because of me, then I asked why? After that she replied again and she said she couldn't reply to messages from me anymore because her credit ran out and this was her last SMS, reading messages him like that I was forced to call him and to be honest, I did that because I was hooked, I didn't have any more words to speak after I found out that he just tricked me into calling him, this is what happened and I hope you can conclude now. "

Unconsciously these eyes filled with tears stared at Jimmy's face I increasingly didn't understand what was really in Jimmy's heart right now, after hearing all the stories Jimmy had told me, I became confused, Why could Jimmy do this to me, Why Jimmy treats me like this? To get one word out of Jimmy's mouth, I couldn't provoke him, but Ayuna .... only to get a call from Jimmy in seconds he could get it.

"Ayuni, please forgive me ... if I am guilty to you, please forgive me! If I hurt you, I want us to be like before again, be able to tell stories, be able to share, be able to joke laughing without any fear in you. , your trust that for me is a priceless treasure that you gave to me and I will keep it forever. "

If this body could hug Jimmy's body, Maybe I would hug him tightly and I would not let go, but I can still keep myself that I am a woman and I can still maintain my prestige, that I could not hug a man first, now I just can hug her in my imagination, even though in my heart I really really want a hug from Jimmy, but it's impossible for me to get it let me now I can only imagine her feeling Jimmy give her a hug to me .

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