all the dreams

A dark place. I found myself. I collected myself. people going in finding there way here and this is where they end up. Guided this far on their journey have set their eye on their own future. Are they prepared? A place of preparation. Action. A room for the people who have passed whatever test to get through and now and soon will find their way to another place. The pressures are still real but now we are here to move forward to the next stage of life. Some ways we are loosely together in other ways we will form stronger ties to others.

What am I looking for? Everybody here is looking for a pathway. I make my own way to the waiting area outside a room where instructions are to be received. Soon I will know my future maybe. Soon I will have direction; I feel; a sense of uncertainty. I am afraid.. uncertain of how things will work. Where am i to go. But I realise I can take a seat to wait. I the people who are here. They look people I would want to know. I feel I don't have a great amount of choice here.. I still want to know what is going to happen but the general feeling is everybody has no idea why they are here. In the room is a buzz. People at a table. But instead of saying something they are softly murmuring. There is an energy about it. An air of important. they speak softly. I am clearing my mind to understand what they are trying to tell me. I am called here with someone I sat with. You get the feeling you already know what you want. You know that mostly others are in agreement. There is something to be grasped something to be understood. I want the truth. It is only what you feel not what you are told here. There is something to be learned it is to love what you have what you want. The wisdom we need to accept may not be easy to find or take a hold of. There is much reason to go on and much to leave behind. we have no ground to put our feet in and have to set sail to find a land where we can take hold of the earth again.. There were many people coming and going asnd sooo much taking place and all we had to do was      wait wait. I left with nothing. I'd forgotten about the past life. Much to learn and a new world to conquer. We got to this point in our lives we were assessed and then we knew we had to leave we had come around again to a time to make another choice. Because that is why you are there. Because while you are there you will know what for. But you have your beliefs. I love the fact that I am not alone there. And from the the closed off past we enter into another future we don't make it this time we make it the next. We come back to the point again and again. And who we leave with is here who comes here we all have to journey on and people we once knew are easily forgotten. Once we get to the point of departure we know nothing about what is going to happen what will be said to us what language if any we will be told given anything..These times we find that we do make a choice we do have a determination we are part of a selection process in life. We come to the interview and we take a seat and we wait we notice things about those others that are present much ourselves. I have been called with someone I didn't know, to   move on with the lifes journey. We are nowehere until we have an opportunity to find what we wanted to begin with. Maybe the judgement is different. Maybe others wanted something else. Maybe by making the choice we ended up with this person who has a similar desire in life. We find that when we go into a place of judgement authority religion whatever..we meet new people we singly meet people who have similar life experiences because the past doean't matter AS much as the events to take place. The judgements to be made of us. The final figuring out of what it is what is it we need; to know. We want the truth. We want it so much that some of our situations the mirror we judge ourselves in changes to fit with the person or things we desire. I am happy I can know the truth.. That I already have what I desire that my desire is to know the truth and that my choice is known to the presence that is there when I arrive. What we are . What we want. Why we are there.