My Beta prt. 2

Jessica's POV

The rest of the school day was uneventful at least to me anyway. When it was time to go home Ashley, Nicki, and I walked to our lockers. When I got to my there Amanda was standing there like usual. I couldn't help but notice just how beautiful she looked standing there. I stopped to stare for a while in awe of her beauty. Ashley and Nicki after a few seconds realized that I wasn't walking with them anymore. They yelled my name snapping me out of my heavenly-like trance. I quickly walked over to them not realizing I was sporting a huge pearly white smile on my face. When I caught up with them they looked at me suspiciously trying to figure out why I had such a huge smile on my face. I kept walking until Amanda and I was standing right beside each other.

When I arrived Amanda smiled her usual beautiful smile towards me. I smiled back as I opened my locker to get my car keys and bag out. Once I finished getting my stuff out I couldn't help but think about what she and I did earlier. I just knew I had to talk to her and see where we stand now. I took a deep breath trying to calm the nerves that I had building up inside me. That's when Ashley and Nicki walked over to me holding hands and asked me was I ready to go. I said, "No, not yet there is something important I needed to talk to Amanda about. Go on without me this may take a while." I gave them a hug and watched them walk away. Once they were gone I looked at Amanda biting my lips trying to control my temptation to kiss her.

Amanda in her timid voice that drove me crazy asked me, "What did I want to talk to her about?" I looked at her biting my lip trying not to lose control. I took a deep breath to calm myself down and then in a somewhat nervous voice I said: "I want to talk about what happened between us earlier." Amanda looked at me with worry in her eyes and said in a really nervous voice, "I wanted to talk about that too Jessica. It's been on my mind since it happened and I couldn't stop thinking about how things were going to be after that especially between us two." I moved closer to Amanda, close enough that in an inch or less I could kiss her beautiful perfect pink lips. I reached for Amanda's hand slowly, trying not to freak her out more than she already was. Once I was holding her hand Amanda looked down trying to avoid eye contact with me. I slowly brought my hand up to her chin and gently lifted her head up so I could look into her beautiful eyes. I then noticed that she was blushing and couldn't help but think about how she looked even sexier than before.

She looked at me with more worry than before. I couldn't help but smile and reassuring her that everything was ok. I looked into her eyes wanting to kiss her and I leaned in close with my head touching hers. I could see in her eyes that this was making her very nervous. I leaned in closer and kissed her passionately. I could tell that she was stiff out of shock but soon her body begun to relax. She started to kiss me back and couldn't help but feel all my fears slowly disappear. The longer we kissed the deeper and more passionate the kiss became. I didn't want to pull away but I had to catch my breath. I looked at her and whispered in her ear, "Does that answer the question you wanted to know about earlier, or do I have to spell it out for you even more." She smiled, then pulled me close and kissed me with so much passion I felt my knees go weak.

I couldn't help but smile as I pulled away which caused her cheeks to turn a bright cherry red. I looked into her beautiful brown eyes and couldn't help but get lost in her gaze. After a few minutes, Amanda broke my hypnotic state when she said, "So, I guess we're more than just Beta and Alpha now, right? Now we are lovers and I'm your girlfriend." I smiled and said, "Yes, Amanda, you're my girlfriend and lover. You are also still my beta." She looked at me and smiled with some tears in her eyes. I looked at her and realized that she had a mixture of fear and sadness in her eyes. In a nervous voice, she asked: "What are we going to tell the rest of the pack when they see us walking around holding hands and kissing?" I looked at her and realized I hadn't thought that far in advance.

I looked at her and smile at my usual pearly whites trying to show her that everything will be okay. But I could see in her eyes that all that did was make it worse. I looked down at her and said, "Amanda, I love you no matter what. I know that you're scared of what everybody will think and say, so am I. But as long as we are together we will see this through ok Amanda. If it becomes too much for you, we will stop dating okay?" I wipe the tears from her eyes and held her close to my chest. I'm in love with this girl and I want to be with her for as long as I can. I let go of her just enough so that I could look her in her eyes. I held her hand, lean in and kiss her forehead.

I looked at her and then said: "It's time to go baby or we are going to be late for the alpha ceremony." She smiled at me and held my hand and kissed my cheek, before picking up my bag and putting it on one of my arms. Then I looked into Amanda's eyes and asked her "Are you ready to go home baby?" She smiled and said, "Yes, baby I'm ready to go home." We then proceed to head to my other baby: my car. It's a red and black Lamborghini Veneno with a black leather interior with my initials handstitched into my steering wheel. I got it for my 16 birthday, last month, from my dad: the current leader of my pack. Until tonight anyway. I pulled out my keys and unlocked my doors. That is when I saw her...my vampire lover kissing another girl

I opened the passenger door of my car for Amanda and asked her to get in. I closed it behind her gently and then proceeded to walk over to where she was. When I got close enough to see who it was I couldn't believe what I was seeing with my own eyes. My now ex-vampire lover was kissing our principal: Mrs. Miller. I couldn't believe my eyes. My lover was kissing the principal even more passionately than she'd ever kissed me. I knew I had to end things with her now before I lose everything with Amanda. I walked back over to my car, pulled out my phone, and called her. After a few moments, she picked up the phone and in her usual calm and seductive voice said, "Hey baby. What's up I'm kind of busy right at this moment?" I couldn't believe that she was acting this way she is acting like everything is cool and it's not. In a pissed-off voice, I said: "We need to talk NOW because I know that you're cheating on me with Mrs. Miller!"

In the same voice that I gave her, she said, "I don't know what the fuck you are talking about Jessica! I am not fucking cheating on you with no fucking body you got it!" I couldn't believe she was lying to me right on the phone even after I saw it with my own eyes. I ran to where she was and then yelled at her and said, "Your fucking liar you know that! I sat there and saw you kiss Mrs. Miller you fucking ass and don't even say you didn't because I have proof!" She looked at me and I could tell that she was pissed off now. I smiled and with all the love for her finally gone I turned and said: "We are over and don't contact me ever again!" I walked back to my car and saw Amanda staring at me. I walked over to my side of the car and got in. Amanda looked at me and could tell something was wrong.

I looked at Amanda and realized that I had somebody I truly love in my life now. But I also have my mate who I also love just as much as Amanda. Amanda slowly reached for my hand taking me out of my deep thought and in her usual voice she asked me, "Is everything, okay baby?" I looked at her and with so much confidence I said: "Yes, everything is perfect now that I have you in my life." I slowly leaned in and kissed her passionately on her soft, lushes' lips which caused us both to shutter under our touch. I pulled away just enough to look at her in her eyes and I could see the love and passion she had for me in them. I kissed her one more time and then pulled away realizing that my cheeks were rosy red and my heart was skipping a beat. I looked at Amanda and realized at that very moment in time I love this girl more than anything in the world. Amanda then snapped me back to reality when she said: "Baby it's time to get home before the ceremony starts ok." I looked at her and said "You're right baby."