Truth Revealed prt. 2

Jessica's POV

I looked at her with pleading eyes and said: "Baby please tell me what happened I need to know my love." She took a breath trying to compose herself but the look in her eyes gave away that she was nervous as hell to tell me. I pulled her closed and kissed her. She didn't hesitate to kiss me back. I pulled her onto my lap and continued kissing her slowly making my way down her jawline to neck. I made sure to spend some extra time at the very top of her neck where she is most sensitive and work my way down to the collarbone. As I made my way down her collarbone. I could sense the tension she was holding back slowly dissipating. Her walls started to come down, breathing quicken and you could hear the slight sound of a moan being released from those beautiful lips of hers. I loved every moment of it from her touch, to the way her eyes rolled into the back of the head, and to the way her breath slowly and became rapid. I couldn't help still wonder what was it that she wanted to tell me. But at this moment all I could do is focused on her. I slowly work my way down to midriff, making sure to please every inch and caress her body as I go along. The next thing I know we're in the tent and I am on the bottom now. Don't remember what happened next but all I do know is that when I woke up my clothes were scattered, my hair was a mess, my lipstick was smeared, and Amanda was a mess too. I got up and stepped outside the tent after putting on my clothes grab the champagne glasses and a bottle of champagne and brought it back into the tent. When I stepped back and Amanda was starting to stir and I slowly am my way back onto the makeshift bed which caused it to finally wake up. When she woke up she had a beautiful afterglow look on her face the kinda look that you give your partner after some amazing sex. I handed her a glass and she sat up drinking it slowly. After a few glasses, she started to get tipsy and relax a little. I took her glass away and sat me down. I was almost as tipsy as her by now but I knew I had to find out what happened before I can let myself go. I turned to her slowly trying not to get her too suspicious of my actions but before I got a word out my mouth. She said, "I know you only got my tipsy so I can relax and tell you what happened during the fight." I looked at her in shock and said in a stutter "How did you know?" She pulled me close, held me, and showed me her memory once our heads touched. The memories of that rushed through me like rapids it was starting to become too much but I knew I had to see what had happened. Once it was finished I broke down into tears and curled up in the fetal position. Amanda quickly came over to comfort me but I pushed her away. I quickly changed into my wolf form and ran to the spot I always went when I needed to be alone. Nobody knew where it was thanks to it being surrounded by flowers that cloak the smell of all animals and humans. I made sure I scouted the area before I went over to the big oak tree in the middle and climbed inside the whole I had finished digging out since the last time I was there. I sat there crying wondering how much of a monster I truly have become. I nearly killed the person that gave birth to me. I dug my nails into them, broke their arm and leg, and punched them until the whole pack pulled me off. Then even after all of that, I started wilding out towards everybody until an elder member of the pack used something to suppress my power. While using that horrifying power I took a lot of damage and had to be carried to the pack hospital. That was the end of the memory. I couldn't believe it I am becoming a true monster. As I said that I heard a branch break and I heard footsteps come my way. I quickly shuffled out of sight but it was too late. The person grabbed me gently and hugged me. That when I recognized who it was right away and calmed down. It was Dinsteinos's students Kelly, Michael, and Dave. I looked at them and gave a halfhearted smile it was nice to see strong people. They led me to a waterfall and we all sat there thinking about our childhood and how amazing I was. After a few minutes of catching up with them I knew had to return to the tent or I would have over 200 wolfs looking for me. I got in and left after saying goodbye to them. When I got back Amanda, my mom and a search team had gone out looking for me and couldn't find me. They asked me repeatedly where I went but I didn't tell them. I got in the tent and went to sleep. A few minutes later Amanda walked in and held me and fell straight to sleep.