LAST CHANCE

Two months had passed, I knew it, because every day I was busy counting the days. I wanted all this suffering to stop. My only hope was for a good days to come.

And from a distance I kept praying for him.

Days passed, did Barra miss me like every day I was thinking about him? It so cold when there wasn't his touch. My body ached for him.

Even though Haytham was always with me, I still couldn't deny that he couldn't give me the feeling and flying butterflies that Barra gave me.

It was not Haytham I wanted, then why does fate keep bringing me back to him when my heart has stopped elsewhere?

A few days ago, I went to sleep and had a dream, a very strange dream.

In that dream I met the real Jazzlin. She told me that it was her destiny to let my life live in her body, as a retribution for what she had done.

Her face was happier than when her soul was still alive. She left Barra for me, maybe Barra was my soul mate even though I had to be Jazzlin as long as I could.