Guys I have been going through some hectic stuff. . . things that I don’t usually share with anyone, not even my partner. I have been struggling on how to deal with people who want to see my fall instead of rise like the eagle that I am, jokes I just had to put that in. But on a serious note, people have been really mean to me. Like people I thought would have my back because they said so. I am the type of person who does not like letting other people down, and when people let me down it hits hard. I feel like you can hurt me in any other way, but words hurt me the most. especially when it comes from someone who said they would always be here for me. I think the most terrible feeling is thinking that you have someone to turn to, but instead that person stabs you in the back.