How many kills?

**Adrena's point of view** 

That friday, almost two weeks ago, seems so far away. I weakly remember that night, and the bits are disappearing. So much has happened since, so i think my brain has decided to delete some of the more.. unpleasant memories. 

I've always been certain, that my life would be dull and ''average''. And i wanted it to be that way, after growing up with a mother who had nothing but a boring life. I wanted to live a normal life, with two kids, a boring husband and a boring job. 

And here i am, at the ripe age of 18, and i have none of the three things i mentioned. Thank god for that, cause i would've blown my brain out, if my life turned out that way.