You logged out!

*Yoongi pov

Now clean and redressed in a comfortable tracksuit I am sitting on the sofa while Namjoon fills me in on my 'lost time'

I remember Kenzie telling me she wasn't coming to Korea with us, then nothing. My mind is an absolute blank!

Namjoon explains that I've been in bed and 'lost' for 6 days. A Dr was called out and placed a cannula into my arm to give me fluids, and a naso-gastric tube in my nose to feed me directly into my stomach. A team of nurses have been caring for me around the clock and I don't remember any of it!

The company are continuing to be supportive, and have released a press statement to ask for respect for my privacy whilst I deal with some personal issues. All commitments and shows will continue without me. I am very humbled and grateful for the team I have around me.

"So, has she contacted anyone since we got back then?" I ask Namjoon with a hint of venom

"She has. She calls me twice a day to talk about you, and she calls the kids daily too. She is desperately worried about you and anxious to get here"

"Pffft! Anxious to get here!? Where is she then? What can be keeping her there still? What could there possibly be left to do that cant be done from here?" I spit

"Yoongi, ease up mate! You need to calm down and think about your attitude. I know how much she means to you and how hurt you feel that she isn't here, but I can assure you, there is no way she isn't here for any other reason than that she can't be. Don't you trust her? I've been speaking to her a lot and she is absolutely distraught that she can't be here right now. She tells me every day she calls how much she loves you and misses you. She makes me promise to tell you that each time we speak. She cares man! You will push her away if you carry on like this. Try and see things from her perspective, she's being kept busy with lawyers discussing trial dates for your father, there's some major problem with Shauns business that she's working to sort out too. She's not having a great time Yoongi. She cries almost every time we speak. The guilt she feels at not being here, for in her opinion, being the reason that you logged out is huge and crippling. I'm worried about her man!"

I feel guilt, but I am still annoyed.

"Hang on? What problem with Shauns business?" I enquire, wondering if it is because of my deal with him

"I'm not sure, I don't think Kenzie does either actually. Something to do with change of ownership, just lawyer shit I'm sure. They can't do anything the quick and easy way can they. She'll have it sorted soon, but I really think you should speak to her yourself. She'll be overjoyed to hear from you" he tells me with a smile.

"I will call her later, at a more appropriate time" I tell him, but first I need to speak to my lawyer.