Chapter 9

For the past few months, I haven't heard from that woman. Calling her my mum is a sin. She doesn't deserve to be called a mother, she is a devil advocate. Sometimes I wonder if I'm her daughter

Like seriously, how will a mother neglect her daughter and even blame her for her husband's death? She drinks and smokes and even abuses me. I hate her so much but I just still care about her, at least she brought me into this world. But sometimes I regret ever coming into this ugly world. Let's be realistic here, how will you feel if your so-called mother blames you for the death of her husband? hit you on the face when she is reckless? treat you like dirt?calls you names? what the fuck! She even sleeps with different guys around my age. Yeah, I never mentioned that but who will be proud to say that to anyone. There are a lot of things you will still found out and you will be sorry for me.

The school was a little bit stressful and it was a big disaster. That bitch called Kate won't leave my ass alone. Can you imagine she started spreading rumours about me saying I'm a whore and am not who they think I am? That really hit me hard. She wants a fight but I won't fight her, I will frustrate her life to death. Or she should pray karma slaps her on the face before I do.

When I got home Mickey wasn't there. I tried calling his phone but it wasn't going through. I got really worried. Thinking about that scene that happened when he got shot makes me go crazy and scared. I waited for so long only to slept off with an attempt to stay awake and wait for him. When I woke up it was already 12 pm and I needed to go to school the next day. I couldn't really sleep because I was fucking worried.

The next morning I walked up to the kitchen to make some breakfast and prepare for school. And there he was drinking red wine.

"Why weren't you at home yesterday cause I was really worried"

He walked up to me and gave me a peck on the lips

"I'm really sorry baby, I was really busy at work. I should have called you baby but I'm sorry"

"It okay I was just worried but don't ever do that to me again. Now I have to leave for school before I run late" I said while I kissed him on the lips.

I dressed up and left for school and I hoped that there will be less drama at school. I was having English class so I went for it. Clayton was in front of me. In between the class, Clayton was fingering the girl beside him. And she was making that horrible noise that annoyed me to the core. He looks back at me with that mischievous smile. I gave him a stare that sent him straight to his grave but too bad he was still breathing. The bitch!still have the nerve to tell me to stop shaking the table. She is a hollow bitch!.

When the class ended, I left immediately and I realized I've been holding my breath. I was having my Spanish class in 10minutes. So I had some time to breathe. But Kate won't let me be. She pushed me to the wall and I felt a slight pain on my back.

"What the hell! is your problem?"

"My problem is you!"

"Oh, now it now your duty to stuck me right?" I asked looking at her dead in the face

"I want you to tell me what you're hiding"

"Why are you being too nosy? spreading rumours about me?impressive bitch!. At least you're spreading something other than your legs. I don't know what you wanna know about me. Why can't you mind your business ! and find something better to do with your fucked up!life!" I said aggressively.

"You're acting smart but trust me I'm not done with you," she said

"Go to hell! cause that's where you belong " I said angrily and Left for my Spanish class.

The rest of the day was a disaster!. I hate school! I swear.

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Thanks for the votes. I really appreciate what you guys are doing. Please tell me what you feel about this chapter. I need more inspiration. What do you think Alyssa should do to Kate? like Kate is a pain in the ass. She is just too nosy.