Chapter 17

I was called that my mum was in the hospital. I know I hate Calling her my mother, but she was the only family I had left. I was called by the hospital to be informed that my mum has cancer of the the lungs . It was as if the wall surrounding me was falling apart. They called me earlier that she is awake and she has been asking of me.

I told Mickey about this before leaving the house but he was in an hurry. If you ask me why? I will tell you I don't really know.

When I got into the hospital I told the nurse I came to see my mother. She asked for my name and she directed me to my mum's room. When I got there, I felt really sad,seeing her with those machines connected to her body made me cry.

When she saw me she smiled at me.

"How are you feeling mum?"

She looks at me and tears started Falling from her eyes

"What's wrong mum?"

"I have few days to live. The doctor said my health is In the extensive stage ( ES) SCLC, he said the cancer has spread beyond the chest to other parts of the body" she cried

"Oh my God tell me this isn't true"

"Am sorry daughter *sobs* am sorry I haven't been a good mother to you*sobs*please find a place in your heart to forgive me"

"Mummy please don't leave me I've forgiven you. I know I hated you and I have every right to *sobs*but I don't also wish you dead. You're the only family I have *sobs*please don't do this to me. Don't leave me in this world alone.

Remember those times daddy was alive and I was five years old, I would take your dress in an attempt to wear it, and when you ask me why I'm wearing your clothes I would tell you "I wanna be like you".You would laugh and tell me " my princess, you will grow up and become a better person" and since then have been looking forward in growing up".

" I'm sorry I treated you badly but there is something your father and I have been wanting to tell you before he died "she said

" what's that mum?"

"We are...." She started coughing so I called the doctor.

The doctor did every thing needed and he told me she needs some rest. I cried home and when I got home in the Evening Mickey wasn't at home.

I asked one of the bodyguard and they Told me he travelled and I got really angry. He knows I needed him. I asked one of the bodyguard and he told me Mickey had an urgent call and when he came out of the house he came out with his luggage. I called his phone but it wasn't going through. I was really worried. I couldn't sleep.

I tried calling again but his phone was switched off. I became restless. I walk around the house thinking about what could have happened but there was nothing upstairs, my brain was as empty as anything. I kept crying but crying couldn't solve my problems either.

I finally fell asleep.

When Mickey entered the plane going to Italy. The plane he Boarded was having some complications. They asked them to wear their seat belt. When Mickey stepped into the large neatly organized white polished plane , He never thought something would go wrong.

He woke up and found himself on an extremely hot bright sunny desert island . The simple strong plane he was in earlier shattered into little pieces of broken glass and metal when crashing onto the wet slimy coffee colored sand and burning with red orange colored flames.

After his realization to this heart throbbing incident he began to run pressing his eight inch footsteps into the wet squishy slimy light brown sand looking in every direction with his wide open eyes filled with confusion in search of other survivors . But he didn't find any survival he began moving his small petite weak legs fifty inches from the painful incident . Reaching his destination which was a tiny space filled with dark shade blocking the extreme heat coming from the bright blue sky,

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Immediately I woke up from my nightmare. I taught it was real or something. I was scared something happened to Mickey. What have I done to deserve this? My mum have few days to live and now I have a weird dream that looks so real. What's happening? I checked my time on my phone and I saw that it was only 5am. I tried calling Mickey but it wasn't going through. I was so scared. I couldn't think of even loosing Mickey. I love him so much.

I started having stomach upset which made me Vomit countless time. Is this a morning sickness or what?

I don't even know if I feel like going to school but I need to talk to someone. Then I remembered Kate,I needed her more than ever.

I didn't even feel like eating. I lost my appetite.

I decided to have a warm bath. I notice that my breast was getting bigger. After washing and drying my body. I dressed up, I brushed my hair, brush my teeth and I was ready for school. I drove off in my car. When I got to school, I went to meet Kate when she saw me she knew something was wrong.

During lunch I was really hungry. I was eating like have not eaten in my life before. "Are you okay?" Kate asked with a worried face

"I don't think so" I said

"Are you pregnant" she asked

"No I'm not, why will you even say that"

"With the way you're eating it looks abnormal. Have you seen your period this month?"

Omg! Have not and I never thought of that or even notice that

"No I've  not"

"You see we need to get a pregnant test done"

I looked at her as if she just finished speaking a strange language. And I also remembered Mickey and I haven't been using protection lately. Oh my God there is a probability that I'm pregnant.

"Kate I need to tell you something there is something you don't know about me"

"What's that Alyssa remember you can tell me anything"

I was finding it difficult to tell her this.

"I work with a drug a dealer" I said quietly

"Seriously , is that something you are finding difficult to tell me? What's there people do it a lot"

"Wow I taught you will get angry with me"

"Why will I get angry I can never judge you or anyone except I put myself in their place. So what do you do there?

" Am an hacker. I hack into people's account to know who they really are and some other things to"

"Wow have always known you to be a smart girl"

I whispered into her ear "Am dating their boss"

"Omg I can't believe this I guess he is so hot"

"Yes he is, we leave together and sleep together"

"Wooooow! You're a lucky girl.

I told her about my mum sickness and she felt sorry for me. I also told her about my dream and i haven't heard from Mickey and how scared I am.

I told her to stay with me after school cause I was so scared to sleep alone in that mansion. She agreed and we drove to a near by supermarket to buy a pregnant test before driving to her place for her to pick up her things. I quickly used her toilet. To check myself. Omg! I'm really pregnant. I started crying am not even sure Mickey wants this baby. He never told me he had plans for us. I told Katie and she comforted me.

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