Story 5: Remember the Love

You know when you get that one thing that you always desired? The one thing you always lived for, that one little thing that is either hard to achieve or easy to achieve but it was never truly achieved.

Mine was to be loved, to be cherished, to be wanted and cared for, something so easy but never happened. I would always think that once you achieve these few things your life will be filled with everlasting happiness.

I want that.. But I can't have it.

I lost my will to continue forward, I lost it when I lost sight of my goal. The reason I lost this goal was because of those around me, I lost the reason to love.

I would always give my love to others, never receiving it back. I gave my affection, my care, and shared my happiness with everyone around me, but that happiness soon turned into hate.

My love was drowned out in hate, my reason to continue forward was only because of love but hate sabotaged that love.

Something so small, a seedling at that, ruined my reason to live, when that seed of hate was planted into my heart, it soon grew larger, with hate being its nutrients.

How hard is it to give love?

I asked this because I no longer remember what love feels like, I've forgotten the love that I used to give out.

Please, save me from this hell that others had formed within me.

My goal was so easy, why can't I achieve it?

I smile for no reason, I laugh to hide the pain away, people can tell that everything i do is now fake.

They don't know why I do it, they don't know that their reason I do it, they can't, and they won't.

Please, for me, don't forget what love and happiness feels like, don't forget it because once you do, you will never find your way back.

But now, you must wondering who I am, why I created this story, and why I ask of this.

The first question can be easily answered. I am that seedling of hate, I am the thing you should stay away from, I am the one who saw what others could not, I am the what took control of this poor humans heart.

Why I created this story can also be easily answered. I created this to inform you of the things that others do to you, I don't want you to also be lost in the everlasting hate. I want you to watch out for those people who fake their smile and laugh with that fake voice of theirs, one reason for why they do this is because they have also lost their way, or that their beginning to lose their way.

Help them, I ask of you to help them.

Why I ask of this? The story should tell that.

If you are the one beginning to Iose their way, don't worry. You still have time to get rid of the hate, find someone, whether it's a dog, a cat, a human being, whatever. Anything that makes you happy, do that thing and remember why you do it.

Remember the love, because you don't want hate.