After harsh and violent events that happened in past, I completely lost my faith in relationships: love and friendship both.
I spent my last couple of years happily by myself and a very few people I trusted. Most of the people thought I was arrogant and self-centred and i was completely okay with that.
But then a realisation hit hard, because of couple of bad people I can't stop trusting everyone.

So, for a change i needed a new and fresh kick start. I transferred to another college in last year of my graduation.
I loved the feeling of new and raw start.
fresh me, fresh people , fresh environment and a lot better vibes.

This is where the story starts...
I was walking towards my class  through the busy corridor just when I saw a him siting on the very first bench of Lr. 19, I saw his fair skin, his jawline, a face with a smile talking to someone on his left. My heart skipped a beat. I was petrified. He turned his face towards me while i was still standing few steps from the door of the class. He smiled.
And I realised he was not the one i had a crush on but indeed he looked almost like my crush.

After 6 months...
The boy i saw is my only true and dearest friend in this college...

After about a year,
Things change so fast and harshly that you don't even get time to understand the circumstances.
The change breaks you..
It hurts but hurt eventually makes you stronger.


Read to find out what really happened in the last year of her graduation....

LR-19- A not so hidden relationship

Its been nearly a month, and mumma have no intentions of coming back soon. My day started early, instruct the maid , cook lunch before leaving, wake up my dad and rush to college. Rush home after the college, then tuitions and dinner, sometimes we ordered, or I cook. My cousins come over for a night every weekend with a lots of food, my aunt made sure we were good. 


Every night I just lay on the bed, my mind shut, body immovable but eyes open. I couldn't sleep. It wasn't like I was depressed but it was something words can't express. 


Kevin was there, We spent all the time together in college, Carol Armaan and Raaj joined us in starting but eventually drifted apart. Spending time with him felt good. Being with him felt good. I was comfortable with sharing everything with him. 


In the starting he was shy but now he talks a lot, everyday something about his ex, or cinematography or his home. He chirped whole day. 


My happy place