Relationship with conditions

Its been 8 months here. I never thought my life would change so much. I am happy.i have fallen for him. But i still am afraid of relationships. Commitments.

Kevin- Hi beautiful.

Me- hello…

Kevin- Are you free?

Me- sure.

Kevin- I miss you.

Me- we were together like 5 hours ago. College remember?

Kevin- i know.

Kevin- Do you trust me?

Me- Not at all

Kevin- I am serious.

Kevin- we have known each other for 8 months now. And we both like each other.

Kevin-Be mine kavya. Will you be mine?

Omg omg omg

He finally asked me. Officially.

A lot of thoughts were running in my mind. Afraid of commitments was above all. But I can't be afraid forever. I mean i can't. I have to get it over with. Adrenaline was at its peak.

Kevin- kavya?

Kevin- listen. Just listen to your heart.

Tears rolling down my cheeks. A little voice holding me back shouting No. But my whole self wanted to say yes. Its finally time, you can't delay more. I want this.