Chapter 9

" I'm. So tried of begin afraid.

Obbssed with my childish fears.

Looking out for me

I wish you would have chosen me.... "

Lisa pov.

I woke up with those words. It made my heart break in two I cried my self to sleep. Yet sleep will not come I spent all my days loving him. It's like I'm Crushed inside. I'm all Tough outside like as if his behavior Doesn't effect me but deep down I'm, drowning in my sorrow.

Must be wondering how a girl like me met a guy like emillio and fell in love. Well it was rainy and I just waiting for joah when I met him. He stayed not far form me and we went to school together. I remember sharing my umbrella and from then we became close friends to lovers. When he wanted a break he moved here for a new start. I was a huge lover of vampire diaries. Yes it was made in mystic falls and I lived there. It was his favorite too but now I hate it cause it reminds me of him. I liked him more cause he was just like Damon. I guess I got my answer then to why he's like this he's toxic.

Dose he not have a heart after all we been through. I spent the last hour crying until I couldn't take it any more. My eyes were puffy and it was getting late. My flight leaves at 4 I needed to move on.

I packed everything and was ready so I decided to have a hot bath with my favorite lavender body soap it relaxed my body at once. I'm so glad I won't have to his and that women's face.

I dressed in a simple floral dress mid thigh with a belt. I used flats and had my hair wavy with nude Make up. Sill had time. I decided to be nice go in the kitchen and make his favorite before I can leave. Yes I'm broken and hurt but I sill care and it's just thank for letting me stay. I did some preparation yesterday so it will be easy. I got started making the briyani.

Emillio pov

I never slept the whole night I don't know what's wrong with me.

I had something so special and I flopped it. She's perfect you know nothings wrong with her or our relationship the fault is me. I'm so used to just doing flings and stuff never really had a gf like her. She went out of her way broke all my boundaries did stuff no one ever did for me. How will I ever pay her back. I'm forever grateful in her debts. She derseve better.

She wants something serious I'm not ready for commitment. Lisa Emma I love you. I love you. Oh good lord what have I done. I hurt the one girl that actually was for me. Dame it.

Anastasia I don't love her it's just those fling relationships. That has costs me now well karma. My wrongs costed me the one girl that I adore. She pregnant thanks to me why do I even belive Anastasia what if the child's not mine what if she lying . She told me that ems new company is her father's business partner. I should have know better form day 1 she was the obbssed type. My life's hell and there no one to blame but me. I'm a total douche bag.

With that I punched and punched the bag till my fingers were sore and my knuckles bleed.

Moring had come quickly I smelt some heavy cooking and decided to investigate . She be leaving today ill be alone again I'm having hard time controlling myself. I don't want her to leave I want to warp my arms around her and love her. She's so hurt I can sense it. I want her the one with my bby. Dame when I wanted to fix things. Things just got worse me and my douche bag behavior.

I looked at her Dame her tone legs in that dress matching everything. Curves and well she was so beautiful. Like a saffire under moonlight.. Oof what have I done. Her hair wavy I can see bags under her eyes she covered it. Yet I know that ghost face but even sill she was so drop dead beatifiul even though she was in pain and her eyes reflected them.

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She was perfect. Now she will leave me. That smell of food hit me like a drug to a craving vein. My favorite briyani my heart bleed. After all this she sill made my favorite one last time oh lord.

Hiii I said.

Hii emillio i made some briyani for you. It's my last day today I thought to say thank you for you know and good luck with your new life. Any way you won't see me from now on. Im dome Emillio it about time I moved on. Good luck with your life.

I can see it in her eyes she was broken she tried hard not to cry. I cursed under my breath and just said will you eat with me before you leave please on last time.

She agreed.

So how u going

I will hire a Uber I have to be there in the next 20 minutes so now that we done eating I should make a move.

Can I give you a ride please

Emillio it's fine I'll take a taxi I don't need your concern. Now please. You done enough as it is.

Please is all I said

Why must I give you that chance u don't deserve it.

Please Lisa I just Wana talk I won't be able to live if I don't

She sighed at me oh how I'm gona miss her tantrums. Before I ended up crying which I Never ever did in front of any one. I then said please once more.

Fine she said

Oh lord thank you with that' we left.

The guy that she chose to love after me will be the luckiest guy alive. She's to rare she not only beautiful on the outside but her soul is so pure. She's one of a kind. She could have had everything she wanted in a snap of her finger but no she chose instead to work hard for her own identity. Rather than it been given to her in a golden plater. She rather make work hard than have everything done for her. Lisa Emma Anderson is one of a kind. She's the best and she deserves all the happiness. I know she'll accomplish all her goals.