Chapter 14

Dinner was great although my mental break down. The drive back was long silent besides for the time Josh kept asking if I was oki. I was I guess just didn't expect to go through all of it again.

Lee are you oki?

Uhmm yeah brother I am. Do you think you can take me to mom's I mean can I crush in with you tonight .

Of course you know it's sill funny you call it moms. There's a set of clothes in your room although I got a feeling my t shirts begin high jacked tonight

Haha very funny brother but I won't say anything.

You wana tell me why emillio called today I know that it was partly because of him you cried even more today.

Arhh I don't wana go there bro it's just he's an ass or should I say I am. I blocked him ghosted him bro. It's oki I'm over it I'm tired of him coming and going as he please.

You know Lee I feel as if I failed my promise to take care of you. I couldn't protect you when he used to hit you. I wasn't there when emillio. Came in I feel as if. I can do much more than that. I mean we have our own company but you wana work at someplace else just cause it's better for you. You wana be free and independent you know that I love you. I'm sorry Lee.

Hey brother it's oki no it's not your fault I guess I made my own choices and I have to deal with it. You the best brother don't beat yourself to it. Yes yes I know the company is as much mine as it is yours although I want to work on my own too Josh you, Know like how mom did before she settled down with our dad.

Oh Lee you remind me of her I love you and I'm always Gona be here for you my sasssy princess.

Thank You bro I love you too.

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My rooms how I left it just cleaned and it smells of lavenders. He makes sure he sprays room mist for me even when I aren't around. I know I said I moved out of here as it got heavy but no brothers house is as good as mine. I just wanted to discover my own name and well you know thought I'll live with my boyfriend back then. I guess I could always sell the place and come back here. My eyes are heavy with sleep but it seems null and void. Its past late night. Josh is asleep I won't wake him up. I decide to binge on some teen wolf. Sill nada I guess my minds drifted off far from planet earth.

Oh well late night snack. I got some orange juice and some coco pops. Thank God he always have some for me. Instead of heading upstairs I decide to go through albums. All moms stuff. I wonder if she would have been proud now. What would have life been with her around. Oh lord how I hated the abuse at a child. My brothers an angel he was in every way I can think of. He was my Sheild and played both roles of parents. I love him lots.

I'm the splitting image of her when she was this age. I come across a letter that reads happy 21st bd my bby gal. Me begin inquisitive I opened it.

Well brother did say mom left me something but hell give me when the times right yet before I turn 22 so I guess no harm done.

Dear bby gal.

If u reading this then you 21 already and well the worst has happened I'm not in your life.

1st happy blessed 21st birthday my bby. May this year bring joy and success to your life. Sill a small princess yet by now. I'm sure you matured by now I just want you to know that I always love you. Both you and your brother are my. Best gifts from heaven. I don't know how your father has treated both you angles but I do know this that he loves yourll to bits he was the happiest man to know he will have one girl and one boy. To run his empire. I want you to know something you special and rare I know you be a wild fire like me wanting to discover yourself without everything begin handed to you.. It's oki but angel please don't ever doubt your worth you special. I leave you with a bit advice normatter what and nor matter where life takes you always be true to yourself be hubble and noble with kindness and love. Be gentle my child even when the world' crumble at your feet stay strong show up and smile today and the day after and the next cause smiling is the best thing you can do. Be barve and strong and have courage do not let any. Guy take advantage over you. You are your own women make choices for you. Always work hard and achieve your best. When you get knocked down wake back up my child. It's never easy but promise you will never be discouraged at heart and remember it's always in his timing gods plans are everything my child .i love you my sweet princess Lisa Emma.

I see mom in you princess

Oh crap my mascara.

Bro you a boy you don't use mascara. But do you really think so.

Worth the shot don't make me cry sis and yes I do really think so . Now go to sleep. Love you

love you too.

Josh pov.

Beep beep.

With Sleepy eyes I try to shut the alarm off. It does not shut off instead rings louder indicating a call.

Hey bro it's lisen I'm going to be by your house in five. You gota help me man. Are you up yet or shall I hoot and scream loud.

Moring to you to. How can I get sleep now no you don't. Don't you even dare had a rough night and plus yourll wake the neighbour's .. Give me 5

Fine 123....quick.

I rush into the bath and do my stuff Dame I didn't do much sleep and it's sill early too. I wonder if bby sis is oki she was pretty shaken up and by the looks never sleep either will check on her.

Not even five and liesens at my door before he wakes her up I rushed him inside and went back to put a shirt on .

When I get back liesen has a smirk.

Whats up bro.

You didn't tell me you had company.

Oh my sis home

Yea can see

I look towards the lounge she's asleep. Her eyes look puffy I bet it's red from crying. She has a letter in her hand I just know what that is. My heart bleeds out dry. Right then and there. I brush off the tears of pain and carry her to her room..

She wakes and Dame this convo about our mom hits me hard but I don't let it show. Have to be strong for her.

When I leave liesen asks if all good I say yea and drift off to space. I don't like her like this. At all. I love her alot. Hence this trip with liesen is for her as well he's helping me pick out a surprise. Yet he thought I forgot and he acted like Im helping him.

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Brrrp beeep.

Hey Lee come outside and wait.

I'm stunned, shocked, speechless. I have no words I see a brand new polo in ruby red with a bow and my name on it. It's the best surprise ever.

Hey bby sis I wanted to get you something so you don't trouble me all the time. I know you want to be independent but hey lucky I never get you that Gt500 mustang You always dream off. It's your 2nd fav car.

Thank you brother bear I screamed on the top of my voice I love it you the best. Yes you lucky else I'll burn it hehe.

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Here I am at Starbuck with Shanel sipping my. Vanillia latte and some marcrons to go with it. We talking about 50 shades Grey and 365 days.

You know Lisa who do you love Christian grey or Michele Morrone.

Duh Michelle Morrone that guy yikes I bet girls get wet just thinking about him. It would have been erratic if he was cast in 50 shades. Oh mama Mia

Oh someone's in love with him too

Yeah you caught me. I think im gona marry him

Haha your brother will kill you but little secret I'm married to him so you can't have him.

Right then Josh appears with his friend.

Oh sweet mother marry I think im gona faint that guy next to him is smoking like dame I think we have a Christian Grey in the house.

Is my soon to be wife cheating on me already oh my queen may i know what you to were gossiping about. Yet for the record you mine.

Uhmm we was just talking abt uhmm 365days main cast and 50 shades.

Whattt.... Nvm I don't want to know no more talks oki else I'll show you how good Christian I can play.

Brother you forgeting you not alone.

Hey lisen what you think bro would I make I good one or not.

Yeah sure bro I bet I'm better though.

HI I'm lisen you must be Lisa Emma. Josh's sister I herd alot about you. You beatiful.

Awe thank you yeah you can call me Emma or Lee it's fine. You look awfully familiar. Have we met

Argg sis you must have met him at the shop

Oh yes the Tattoo King' you him.

Wow you the first to know. Yeah I've seen you too.

Uhmm those sexy eyes have a name and face now smoking.

What ouch im. Gald you find me hot wait so hot as in Michele Morrone or Christian Grey.

Oh shit. I said that out loud sorry but yea I love your eyes. Uhmm how about I don't know. We have to see

So Lee lisen and I booked the tickets shall we go watch the movie now it's starting just now.

Uhmm sure bro what movie.

Oh shit princess I'm. Sorry Shanel wanted horror. I should have told you.

Its oki I'm sure it's nt that sacry.

So you not a fan I guess

Argg no and you lisen

Nope but I agreed for him

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The movie was good until I saw it was 3D and I literally ran out of their screaming after the 1st horror scene.

I was catching my breath when I was startled by a voice.

You oki Emma

I didn't know anything after that I felt strong arms hold onto my waist as I held on to. His neck and our eyes just burning looking at each other. If he hadn't catch me I'll fall flat bottoms. Dame this intimate moment he's certainly sexy.

Uhmm yeah I am with my cheeks bright pink. He put me down with my hands sill around his neck I slowly moved it. Yet I felt like kissing him. Wait what where did that come from no no Lisa Emma behave.

So angel would you want to do something else by the time it finish.

Uhmm yeah sure let's go to the arcade.

I thougth yourll never ask.

Lisen pov.

When I saw her at star bucks she looked rather off . I could tell the way she tossed her phone. Maybe something upseted her. I didn't like anything upsetting beauty she's amazing seeing her sleep this moring was heaven so beautiful even in her sleep. Her smile captivated my heart. Her eyes always searching. I love that two constant facts about beauty.

When we got at the table the way the conversation went was so sweet her voice is like melody. I didn't expect it to hit off so good. I saw the way she checked me out when we approached and when I smiled at her the way her cheeks blushed Rose red I love every detail of her. She has a heart of gold and a personality of love anyone will love her at 1st site. I just want to make her mine.

We watching the conjuring 3 and she is freaked out beyond core. I can feel the way her nails diving into me. If only there where diving for other reasons. The small scream she let's out sent chills up my spine I wish I was the one making her scream. Oh God what I'm I thinking. She makes me Wana do things to her and please her in ways I don't think she evens knows it's possible.

She rushed out of the theater in a hurry I waste no time in following her giving a glance at Josh before I do.

I ask her if she's oki I can tell I scared her cause she nearly fall taking into consideration how fast she turned. Soon my arms were on her waist and her arms around my neck it's was so hot Rigth now this position. She's so beautiful

I take in every moment I can get every detail of my beauty. The way her eyes sparkle and her smile.

I asked her if she's wants to hang by the time it finishes and she agrees leading me to the arcade awe my girl I'm so content Rigth now.