Chapter37

Pdv Magloire

We’ve been leaving the hospital for about two hours. Despite all these words they told me, something in me leads me to believe or know that I am the culprit of this tragedy. Jam no longer had a roof, she had to wait for their house to be rebuilt. She decided to stay at credo in the meantime. I’m on the balcony, I’m lost, annihilated and guilt gnaws at me. I look in the void as if to look for someone or something. All I feel now is the regret of having dragged them into this bullshit. I would like everything to be different and have fun every time we see each other. Certainly they are people I love and that’s precisely why I want to stop it and as soon as possible. I no longer knew what to do or how to react so I decided to go to bed. As is often said, the night provides advice.

I wake up the next day, look at the time and see the watch marked ten o’clock. I’m going to get ready and go to the hospital to see my friends and then Jam’s parents, finally his mother and sister. She loves her sister too much and I don’t even dare to imagine what would happen if she were to lose her. This situation reminds me of too many memories that until then, I have never mentioned, only my childhood and wonder friends were aware of this. What saddens me to the utmost, I feel empty and vulnerable. I arrive at the hospital shortly after and since I am the director’s son, I am left without even taking care of the time to control myself. When I arrived there, Jam

Was alone so I’m going to join her. But I didn’t dare to talk. There is a voice that tells me that it was my fault, even apologising would not be useful since it would not improve the condition of his loved ones. I feel weak.

Jam: don’t you salute? She said with a laugh.

Me: I’m so sorry, I say very sadly.

Jam: but sorry why? It’s not your fault, it’s because it had to happen and it’s not like this it was you who went to burn the house, she says calmly.

Me: but if we had ever met, if we had ever become friends, if I had not entered your life, none of this would have happened. Are you aware of that?

Jam: it’s none of this magloire, she says

Credo: it is not because you are involved in an action that if there are consequences that result from it, you must necessarily be the culprit or responsible. And even if it were the case, the essential thing is not to rehash the past. The past has passed. The most important thing is to find a solution to repair the bad deed that has already been asked, hence the question I will do? He said with a smile. Where does it come from by the way

He is totally right. The question I need to ask myself is what should I do? There is always a solution to every problem. I remain silent following his speech, do they want to tell me that they don’t blame me?

Me: so you don’t blame me? I say shameful

Mel: why would we blame you? We chose to be your friend and that’s forever my brother.

Where does this one come from? By the way, it seems that everyone is present. I just didn’t notice it.

David: everyone is free to choose my brother and if for you it’s to give your life for us then do it without hesitation but the only question is: is it a solution?

Wonder: no, it’s irresponsibility, my darling says with a smile.

We stayed there discussing and laughing at everything and nothing, just to cheer us up a little. Shortly after we came to inform Jam that his relatives are out of danger. After an agent came to inform us that the house does not have much damage so in two weeks they could go home. So we can say that the day was rather beautiful.

David: imagine who did the blow? He says abruptly?

All of us: no

David: Jonah

Jonas: me? I swear to you it wasn’t me. I swear to you at my parents’ grave. He says frightened and sad.

But who is this one? He is not the only Jonah in the world and we were not even talking about him but as he is already afraid, why not continue to have fun. I then look very serious and cold.

Me: you disappoint me, to say that you have my blood, I would never have imagined that of my own brother. David do in what you want to say coldly.

Jonas: it’s not me, why don’t you want to believe me guys? We’re buddy, aren’t we?

Alex: you and who is miserable, he says wickedly

He just understood the game.

Mel: stop he can’t do that. It’s a set-up, she says almost crying.

We explode with laughter. It’s true that girls don’t know the other jonas.

David: it’s not his Jonah, magloire was having fun it’s all said with a laugh.

Jonas: I was too afraid to lose your friends, he says without embarrassment.

Putin he’s cute when he makes his boyfriend sensitive. This is the first time I’ve seen this one like that. Now that we know it’s Jonas. Just ask him why he did that.

Najib: by the way, how do you know that yourself?

David: I have the sources. I bombed their camera camp and there are more than ten of my men there and that’s how I knew Magloire’s exact location last night, he says proud of him

Me: Christopher has never been intelligent. That’s all his problem this one.

Alex: and he calls himself a dealer and he’s proud of it lol