Bryce calmed down and started being doubtful; what was so huge that Iris decided to keep this secret from him ,if it wasn't a child then what was it? What could it be? Who could it be?
" what's the use you slept with Gina."
She Picked her phone up and got her car keys ,she felt like leaving running even disappearing for a while, until the fight she was having with Bryce fizzled out like bubbles in a glass of soda, but she had to bite the bullet,grab the bull by the horns, and tackle the problem at hand head on.
Bryce dismissed her comment and tried to dig and push harder he wasn't going to go down quietly, or without a fight.
" we'll deal with that, what were you doing for months at the hospital Iris,no contact no nothing ? What was I supposed to think"
Bryce wiped a tear off his eye and he looked remorseful he was filled with confusion and hurt,
" don't you think I deserve to know ?".
"Remember the first week when I told you I wasn't okay and I went to the hospital?"
"The week we hit the rocks and you were way too evasive ."
"The week you found me difficult "
she walked to the kitchen got a glass out of the cabinet drank some water and she took a deep breath. Bryce got even more impatient
" just tell me!"
What had led to the
first argument they had was what led to the second one. Could this spell the
end to their relationship, or was there. More
"How many times Logan?
Cause I know you so well "
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath .
She force the words
out she had seen the look in Bryce's eyes, the look that said it all the look
that said ;I have just gone and messed up what we had and It's killing me that I hurt you the way I did.
"Five times."
Bryce paused for what seemed to be three seconds his eyes were about well up but he held back and told himself he should be man enough and be honest because Iris deserved to know the truth, he also had something eating at him which led to his
unfaithfulness...
"What; wasn't I
enough for you? What did I do? I just said we needed a breather and that we
should rediscover ourselves not jump into bed with the next person."
Her voice went all husky as she also tried to fight back the tears that were burning at
the back of her eyes, and she could feel a lump in her throat.
Bryce replied
"I didn't want to cheat on you it just happened I was drunk, she was drunk we just
had the mother of all fights on the phone, and during the 5 months we were shooting
we comforted each other. Hell she was going through a similar situation, her
significant other was being an impossible man, she came to set crying, I cannot
watch someone suffer like that, and she gave me a shoulder to cry on too, when
we were on the verge of ending it all."
Bryce knew that it
was a weak explanation , he did not want to be explicit he couldn't bear the
thought of telling Iris what really
happened at the same time he was having
flashbacks about the five nights of passion with Gina.
Iris gained her
composure and tried regaining her self control as well as her emotional control.
"I know I haven't been the easiest person to
come home to but really Bryce how could you ,fine we didn't talk and we were
not broken up we just hit a hiccup, that doesn't mean that we are not engaged
or it's over.
Iris paused and that only made the suspense of what she wanted to say kill Bryce slowly.
"How could you do this to us, who else did you shag
during our little hiatus. "
Iris replied sarcastically.
Bryce flipped and
discovered a side of himself he never knew, something switched on in him and he
retaliated with a vengeance, this however was for seeable.
"Yeah right you were
not the easiest person to come home to, you were always moody, if not
irritable, and I put up with that. I was there for you okay I get that you work
but ,you came home late ,left early, hell it was a miracle if I ever saw you I
was hurting ."
Iris's phone went off again and it was work; she hang up as she
is no mood to deal with her nosy boss who probably wanted her to fill in for
someone during the weekend she put the phone on the table.
"Why the hell didn't
you call me ? Yes fine I get that I'm sometimes moody, it's just me deal with it,
you're not Mr. Perfect. I was there for you, there during the 5 months we took
a break ,where you couldn't even bother to pick up the phone and call or even
try and understand what I was going through. You just left without warning"
Bryce came to the
realization that Iris was keeping something serious from him something that
could break them ,or give their relationship more character whatever the reason was
he was going to push.
"You couldn't tell me
what was going on and yet you had frequent doctor's visits. I asked you
countless of times what was going on you just up and left ,what was I supposed
to do , I couldn't take it anymore, and every time I called the hospital I couldn't get through to you why was that ? .
A lot of assumptions
went through his mind and he started thinking a lot of things he got more fired
up and infuriated. His face registered anger. His body was burning with furry,
he wanted to throttle someone, kick or punch something that's how angry he was
like a volcano on the verge of eruption.
"I did not want to
put you through what I was going through please try and understand. It happened so fast, if I had told you then you were going to drop the movie role and stay, I couldn't do that to you "
Fear crept over Iris
like an unexpected ice cold breeze on a summers day, besides being confused she was afraid, afraid that she might have pushed Bryce too hard, afraid that she didn't know the man she was looking at...but even more afraid that she might have sparked something in Bryce; that might just set him off on a tirade
or worse make him go rouge.
The Phone rang again;
Bryce grabbed it and threw it against the wall with extreme force and fury he let out a roar out of frustration. The phone didn't break but it switched off.
He couldn't remember the last time he was so furious, and hurt at the same time.
"You're scaring me"
Iris said with tears in her eyes and a quivering voice because she knew what she had done
"I don't know whatthe hell to think! Wait, wait were you pregnant and had an abortion for the
sake of your career"
He was about to cry too at the fact that he was angry and shocked that he just lost it.
"What was it then Iris ,what cause if that's the case you're not the woman I fell in love with. "
In disbelief Iris answered
Bryce ;she rolled her eyes and threw her hands in the air.
"No I would never do
that to you"
She stood up and looked outside the window, was a beautiful view of the sunset kissing the city goodnight. There was a haunted house silence in the room
so silent that you could hear a pin drop and it would be so loud.
"How could you even
think that?" She took a deep breath and looked at Bryce with sad eyes and he looked back with hurt and anger.
"Iris tell me it
kills me that I hurt you and the way I did it was unfair to you ;we used to
speak without words communicate so well .I want to fix us. "
Bryce had calmed down and he started being doubtful, what was so huge that Iris decided to keep this secret from him, and if it wasn't a child then what was it?
What could it be? Who could it be? Who was the woman standing in front of him?
He even started questioning his own questions.
"What's the use you
slept with Gina. Not once but five times, five times"
She repeated lifting up her hand signing the number five. Iris Picked up her phone and got her car keys; she felt like
leaving running even well disappearing for a while until the fight she was
having with Bryce fizzled out like bubbles in a glass of coke light, but she
had to bite the bullet, grab the bull by the horns tackle the problem at hand
head on, she started the fire after all
Bryce dismissed her
comment and tried to dig and push harder he wasn't going to go down quietly or
without a fight, if their engagement meant anything to both of them they would
be able to work out the problem that they were facing; but that was wishful
thinking Bryce knew he messed up but he had to know, he wanted to know, he
deserved to know the truth.
"We will deal with that;
what were you doing for 3months at the hospital Iris; no contact no nothing
what was I supposed to think"
Bryce wiped a tear
off his eye and he looked remorseful he was filled with confusion and hurt "don't
you think I deserve to know?" his voice cracked at the last word.
"Remember the first
week when I told you I wasn't okay and I went to the hospital"
Iris gained back her
composure and decided she was going to jump in head first she had too there was
no other way, he deserved to know the truth even though he hurt her.
"The week we hit the
rocks and you were way too evasive and I got the call from work and decided to
go without telling you "Bryce responded quickly he really wanted to know what
really happened, so he could make sense of how they got to that point they were
at now.
"yeah the week you
found me difficult "she walked to the kitchen got a glass out of the cabinet
drank some water and she took a deep breath. Bryce got even more impatient.
"Just tell me already!
Or what do you want me to walk out again; I will walk out on us this engagement
if you don't come clean with me" Iris took another big gulp of her water and
relived, what she wouldn't wish even on her worst enemy.
© #KCMmuoe