Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

This by far has been the longest month and emotionally I am trying to cope but truth be told I can't. I pretend to be okay for David but as soon as the lights go off . I cry. I blame myself for Lexi bein in hospital . I can work from anywhere ; so for the past four weeks I've been working from the private room Alexis was in. Carlo Pirelli who happened to be involved in the accident too was also a regular visitor. He lost control of his car and the weather was also to blame. My routine had changed but as long as I could be here when Lexi wakes up I will have no regrets . 


Chapter 16