Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

Aaron looked at me with a sad face and a flash of sadness passed through his eyes. He let go of me and walked back upstairs. I followed him trying to understand what was going on. 


I walked inside the bedroom and he was looking for something in his jacket. 


“ Aaron what are you looking for ?” 


“You only want me for sex . That’s it.” 


“You are over reacting and no I don’t. “ 


“ I want to make you mine but you don’t want us to have kids with me.” 


“ I didn’t say that . What’s gotten into you?” 


Aaron started breathing rapidly and it was a clear indication I triggered something. 


“ You are already planning on leaving me. Everyone I’ve loved just walks out on me or gets taken away . I’m already losing you.” 


Aaron sat on the bed and started taking deep breaths. He also covered his face . 


“ Aaron you didn’t let me finish downstairs. ” 


Chapter 21