Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

Friends … A very complicated but given what I had heard and what just happened . I think its apt . 


My evening and early morning were quiet eventful. Tina unfriended me in real life which was a surprise because we were good friends until she called me this morning telling me that we are no longer friends she was unfriending me in real life. On top of that her new friend Mary just told Aaron I have no friends . 


I’ve dealt with fraudulent friends before; I guess you can say that I’ve had experience. It starts with you wishing them happy birthday ; but when it’s their turn to wish you happy birthday , you either get nothing in the form of a wish, or present. 


You kind of let it slide ;because you honestly want to believe that there is a reasonable explanation as to why absolutely no one in your circle of so called friends , wished you happy birthday. (I'm not being childish.) 


Chapter 23