Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

" What, do you have feelings for me is that it. What now that you see me with someone else and your boyfriend isn't all that clean... 


" Na ah don't throw stones I love him . He did what he had to do to survive. He has been through enough already. 


" What fucking . That's what he did right?" 


" Ryan what has gotten into you. He is your friend. " 


" Yes and your lover. I can't watch you waste your life with him. Have you any idea how I've been feeling for the past six months?" 


" Then tell me . I am so sorry you had to find out about your girlfriend this way." 


Ryan ran his hands through his hair and covered his face . Without hesitation I gave him a hug; he hugged me back and started crying... 


" She told me about Mary before we came. I don't understand what's wrong with me. Am I such a screw up ? " 


Chapter 28