Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

When I entered the room where Lexi was kept; my heart did a triple if not quadruple somersault. I was happy she was awake. I was still in the dark about our baby ,and the good news was that I was taking Caleb and Mary home ... I just hope I can take Lexi home too. I sat next to Lexi and gave her a kiss on the forehead and she smiled at me . I gave her a gentle hug, and she hugged me back and kissed my neck . I held her close and she cried on my shoulder . Why was she crying ; what was wrong ? 


"Oh honey, please tell me what's wrong ?" 


" I'm sorry. I should have stayed when you told me not to go." 


"Babe you wanted to do a good thing . I love you ." 


"Thank God. What's wrong my baby love?" 


Lexi pulled back and I placed her back gently on the bed. We both locked eyes and I wiped a tear that had made its way down her cheek; and kissed her hands . 


" I saw Ben; my nana , Lily and Liam." 


Chapter 38