Each day is a gift and not a given right.  I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful.  I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't  think I have everything figured out yet ,and  I still don't  think I am worthy to have him in my life.  In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Fated Collision

I am not afraid of dreaming. I am afraid of staying awake and not allowing myself to dream big enough and believe that I can do ,and be anything I want. Even a super shero. I am also not afraid of waking up and dealing with the fact that I have an unfinished life, that I still want to live and make the most out of it... 


When you are living you constantly ask yourself if you are doing enough? When you are going you ask yourself if you did all you wanted and was it enough. When you're gone what you never did is done and in between those three steps; your whole life flashes before your eyes. 


Chapter 50