The kiss

I woke up when I felt a burning sensation on my lips. I was shocked when I found Adrian kissing me when I opened my eyes. I can't believe that Adrian kissed me that too on the lips.

I didn't think that all it took was for him to loose his memory for him to kiss me, I would have hit him on the head long ago. I never imagined my first kiss happening in the hospital and that is in a hospital bed.

I have been dreaming about this moment since I was twelve years old. I have waited for this for years, i have to say that my wait not in vain. I am very happy, I knew that today was going to be a good day. I had a feeling and truly the day turned out to be the most beautiful day of my life.

My first kiss was just as I always imagined it to be, pure and breathtaking. It was short but memorable, I loved it very much.

"Are you okay,"asked Adrian after a few minutes of silence.

"Yes, I am fine but why do you ask ?"

"I am sorry."

"Sorry ? About what ?"

"About the kiss I couldn't control myself as your lips were so tempting for to hold back. If I offended you by it then please do forgive me."

"How can you say that, I was not offended by it."

"So you mean to say that you liked it." He said in a flirtatious way while closer to me.

"Are you flirting with me ?" I ask facking a pout and he burst in laughter. I don't like seeing him hurt but I have to say I am happy. Now that he doesn't remember what happened he and I can be happy without the past holding us back. He can laugh with me all day just like old times.

I missed watching him, watching him laugh, smile and doing everything without worrying about anything. I miss being close to him like i am at this very moment. I miss the way the two of us would just sit together for hours and not feel bad at all. This moment is perfect just the way it is.

I don't remember how I have gotten lost in my thoughts while looking at him. Whenever he is around everything falls to in place and i wish that time will stop so i can enjoy this moment forever.

Adrian snapped his fingers in front of my eyes bringing me out of my eyes bringing me out of my trance.I looked as he looked at me, we looked at each other a lot until his grandmother came back with his food. I got up from the bed and went out of the room, I texted Cher to come to the hospital and asked her to bring me some food.

I am starving, I haven't eaten anything since morning. I had rushed to the hospital and I have been with Adrian since so I need food. I love eating and I can become quite grumpy when I am hungry. I need to have a clear and a calm mind if I am to take proper care of Adrian in his current condition.

I will call I can to ensure that he gets better. Adrian is my life so how does one live when they are unwell, I have to take of him for both of us. I can not imagine my life without him, even when we fought in the past I was happy because he was in my life. Even while I was in London I would always afford to smile when I recalled the moments we spent together in our childhood. His memories kept me going and gave me hope to want to see another day.

We would have been together long ago if it wasn't for that Clara. I will not allow anything to come between us ever again, I will only ever leave him if he himself asks me to. I would never want to be separated from him ever again. The years I spent in London were the worst years of my life, neither could I ever move on from him nor be with him. I suffocated in my own breath and drowned in my own blood.

My heart constantly ached from missing him too much, and my head hurt from thinking about him. My mind was constantly thinking about him and wondering how my life would have been like with him. Now I will not wait anymore and I won't allow for there to be any reason for us to stay apart. I won't be able to stay away from him ever again, I don't care if I am being selfish or not but this time around I will not leave.

I will get to be happy but I have to write my own destiny because goodness knows what will happen if I leave it to fate to decide. Fate has a terrible sense of humor that enjoys twists and turns that are absolutely a headache. I will make everything happen the way I want to or at the very least close to what I want. For that I need to nurse Adrian back to health then we have to get married.

He did say he wanted five children and as absurd as that might sound I will make sure to fulfill each and every one of his dreams. I make certain that he has no reason to complain, he won't find any fault with me from now on. Going forward I will only do that which makes him happy to avoid arguing with him. Even if it means changing my likes and dislikes to meet his preferences. I don't mind changing myself for him at all but I do mind staying away from him.

I am a cardiologist by profession, a heart surgeon to be exact but he always wanted me to become a fashion designer when we children. I will go to the university as soon as possible and apply for a designing course before the end of the week. Even if it is an online course I will be okay as long as by the end of the day I become a designer.

I will hold back my practice as a doctor for now because the already has so many doctors but my life only has one Adrian that is why I must do whatever it takes to keep him with me at all times.