Confession

We drove home while listening to Adrian's playlist. The ride was peaceful and lovely. A date can't be more perfect than this, I am the happiest girl in the world right now.

"I wanted to talk to you, you see I want to go back to school. I want to become a fashion designer."

"But aren't you a doctor then why would you want to become a fashion designer ?"

"For you obviously."

"What ! Have you gone mad. How can you say that when you are such an accomplished doctor."

"It is easy when I say it for you. It was your dream for me to become a fashion designer one day and I want to make you happy by making sure that all your dreams come true."

"You know that I don't even remember that dream so I won't mind it much if you don't fulfill it. Also I am sure that I would never ask you to do something that doesn't make you happy for my sake."

"I know that but I want to do this for you."

"I think that you are being emotional if you just think with a clear head I'm sure you would agree with me that it is a bad idea. You should rather concentrate on being a doctor than trying to become a fashion designer."

"I don't agree with you, I have the right to decide what it is that I want in life and at the moment I simply want to make all your dreams come true."

"If that is the case then why do you want to go to school ?"

"What do you mean I am going to school to study why else would a person go to school ?"

"What I meant was that why go to school if your main goal is to fulfill my dreams," he paused and reached out his hand held mine .

"I don't remember me wanting you to become a fashion designer nor do I remember why I wanted that but right now my one and only dream is to make you happy. To marry you and make you mine, to become you dream and your every desire. I want to wake up with you in the morning and go to sleep right next to you. I want to be your first thought in the morning when you wake up and the last thing you think about before you go to sleep. I want to feel your love for me with every breath you take."

My heart was beating so fast you would think there was a horse race going on inside it. With every word he spoke I felt my heart increasing its beating pace. My face by now I am sure has become as red as a tomato. My hand in his has become so warm, my entire body's temperature has changed. My whole body has become hot after listening to him and I going out of my mind.

"I might not remember what the past was like but I don't want to do anything from the past. I want us to start a fresh with new dreams because if the past has taught me anything is that we have always parted ways and i don't want that to happen again. I have always made the mistake of letting you go over and over again, I don't want to ever hurt you or loose you so I want. I don't want to ever make the same mistakes and choices because those choices drove you away from me."

"A month ago when you came to the hospital and I treated you very rudely all because I doubted your intentions with me. I thought that you were not a good person and that you were trying to take advantage of me. That doubt came from deep inside my heart and that could not have started after the accident but before. I don't want to imagine a time when I do not trust you, that is why I want to leave the past in the past.

"I love you so much, much more than I love myself and if you truly want to fulfill my every wish then I will like you to marry me. Marry me as soon as possible."

I looked at him through the review mirror because I can't look at him directly. My face is beyond the darkest shade of red. I am beyond happy today, I have always wanted for him to open up to me and tonight he finally did. The date is finally complete.

The music kept playing in the car, I closed my eyes to rest. My heart is still processing everything that he has just said to me. It is still beating very fast and has yet to come down despite the calm atmosphere. I wish that I would have recorded every word he just said so I can listen to it on replay. It would be amazing to hear those words many times over but that will also make it loose its importance.

If only for a moment that time stopped and allowed for me to be happy. I pray that all forces that decide people's fate to take a vacation so that Adrian and I can continue to be happy for many days to come. We deserve to be happy after so many years of constant misunderstandings and arguments.

We were clearly meant for each other, how else would one explain how we are still in love with each other after going through so much. Even in the television the couple that are made for each other go through alot of obstacles before they live happily ever after. We have lives through alot then where is our ever after.

Adrian wakes me up from my sleep after opening the door of the car for me. I get out and bit him before turning to head inside but I freeze in place when I realize that I am not home. I don't even know where I am because I don't recognize this place let alone this area.

"Confused ?" Adrian asked me from behind and I nod my head as a reply.

"Well, you did say that you wanted to fulfill all my hearts desires so here is your chance. I called my lawyer earlier and asked him to get our marriage certificates ready, I had my secretary send him all of our details and now all that is remaining is both of our signatures on the certificate. Once that is done we will officially become husband and wife. Then nothing can separate us and we can live together," he said before reaching his hand out to me "will you do me the honor of marrying me today ?"