Wishing for a healthhimself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistay relationship is nearly impossible when nowadays, everyone has to deal with some kind of mental illness. The romanticization of mental health problems and toxic relationships in books is questhhimself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░himself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistahimself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistaionable, but so are perfect "rainbow and unicorn" relationships that set our expectations too high. Simple love can't 'fix' the problem, it can help, but it's not a cure for everything...
Because the leads might show some symptod get drunk. Her mother always told her to treasure herself, never let anybody hurt her, which would make her look at her mother doubtfully.
The little girl didn't understand why her mother loved her father despite him hurting her mother all the time. Her mother put the blame on the alcohol and Bing Shi was always an observant girl.
░~ Alcohol is bad. Drunk people will hurt you.░
Her mother was a mature woman; who knew a lot about life. Her mother wanted to protect Bing Shi and didn't want her to fall in love fast, so occasionally, before she left for work, she would tell her daughtehimself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistar a few encouraging sentences, "You have to love yourself first. Always treasure yourself, don't let yourself get hurt."
Bing Shi listened well.
himself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista
Then, her brother was born. Her parents had enough money to rent a nanny for both kids. Yet, Bing Shi couldn't get used to it — she wanted to play alone. Her parents could only approve of their daughter. Such a good girl, trying to save their money, they thought. They never noticed that something was wrong until it was too late.
Her parents sent her brother to the nanny's house until he reached the age when he could use the toilet alone. Bing Shi was spared of the things, called diapers. Her parents were still inexperienced and thought that her behavior was normal. She made them feel proud for being a child who could take care of herself during their absence. That's how a nine-year-old child had to take care of a three-year-old boy. Bing Shi's routine was destroyed. She didn't know how to take care of a child.
░Stupid boy, stop crying!░
To calm him down, Bing Shi had to put him in front of the TV. Because of this little creature, she couldn't watch her favorite series anymore.
When it was his potty time, she didn't want to wipe his butt and taught him how to clean himself by words, which ended in a disaster. Taking him into a shower, the annoyed Bing Shi held the showerhead and taught him how to clean himself. Her words were humiliating and harsh, resulting in her brother crying out loud.
When it was his mealtime, Bing Shi would always shout at him, "Why are you not eating!? You have to eat! You will be hungry!"
The more she shouted, the more he cried. Her brother was used to his nanny feeding him; he didn't know how to eat by himself. Bing Shi had to teach her brother how to use a spoon; she never fed her brother. She didn't know parents were supposed to feed their child. (Her parents fed her, but it was a long time ago, she didn't remember it.)
After two years, her parents got her a second brother. Having more money now, they sent both of her brothers to the nanny. Bing Shi could finally be free at her home. She got her first PC and a mobile phone when she was ten.
░Why are they so messy?!░
She had to clean up after her brothers every time! She taught herself how to do housework, so her parents could always come back to a clean house. Organizing her living space calmed her down and she also liked to be praised. But those two brats were walking trash bins!
Her calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action. She immediately apologized, begging him not to tell her parents.
Due to her long persuasing,himself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista her brother didn't tell anybody until now, or more likely, he just forgot about it.
Having enough, Bing Shi learned how to trick them. Starting small, she would take a photo of a messy living room room and showed them the picture.
"You see how messy the roomhimself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mista is? Can you turn it clean again? I'll take a before and after picture. Later, I'll show it to our parents and tell them how you could clean the house, all by yourself! They would be so proud to have such good boys as their sons!" She encouraged them with a wide smile.
Her brothers agreed happily. The before and after result of their hard work gave them a sense of achievement. Not often was it for their sister to praise them.
Her parents didn't let Bing Shi cook, afraid that she would burn herself. One of the better decisions her parents made. It would be bad if she suddenly tried to teach her brothers how to cook.
When she showed off the pictures to her parents, they praised their sons. And they were even prouder of their daughter for teaching her brothers how to do housework! Her parents never saw how Bing Shi took care of her brothers, never saw how she shouted at them, and how many times she made them cry. They always saw a finished product of two obedient boys.
From that day onwards, Bing Shing for her in the living room.
Her father cornered her into a corner of a room, raising his hand, which was holding a broom; he started to hit her plump body. Bing Shi's face was full of terror, she shouted at him to stop, she pleaded him to stop, begging for forgiveness, but he never listened to her. He was so occupied by disappointment that he ignored her pleads, "You were such a good girl! When did you become a cheater?!" He had to teach her a lesson so it won't happen again!
"... No, please... I'm sorry... I...ugh..." Bing Shi crouched in the corner and continued to sob; she gave up, her emotions were full of hatred. She started to hate everyone. She started to hate this world.
░I hate you.░
░Stop hurting me.░
Bing Shi got traumatized for life.
░~See? That's what happens when you listen to your desires and your heart; bad things happen. You should have listened to me and study well so you could play games with a clear mind.░
░~You have to think before you act.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with his beating. Until when? Until he had enough and furiously broke the broom by himself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistakes? I'll give you a daughter who doesn't make mistakes.░
But who didn't make mistakes
░It's too late.░24.